Fight for the fallen angel

Chapter 9

~Few days later~

You know that moment in life when you feel like..god or..gods are testing you? I mean..why did I live so many lives..?In my first, I was a normal boy..in my second I was an angel and now, in my third life....Well..you know what I am..

I was sitting in my room, writing down lyrics for a song while mumbling the words and the harmony of it

"When my hope is lost 

and my strength is gone
I run to you and you alone
When I can't get up and I can't go on
I run to you and you alone
'Cause you're my light in the dark
and I sing with all of my heart

Hallelujah.."

 ((The song is called My Everything by Owl City.Decided to give Alois the voice of Adam for a bit and i don't even know why >^< It just fitted ))

In mid of writing, my phone started to ring.I went to see who it is, yet when I wanted to answer the called got canceled.I just shrugged and got back to writing but somehow came to watching in the living room with Keiko Game of Thrones in our underpants and then after watching the whole third season, we watched JonTron...We came to singing a song made from a JonTron videos... 

We..we kind of got way into it too much..

Later on I went to writing the rest of my song and made some new chapters for a manga.As I drew, I got a text.It contained a link so I went to check it on my computer since I have a flip phone sadly..Too poor to buy a smart phone.

Well...it was just a whole site dedicated to a yaoi ship from a manga of mine...A bunch of doushinji, fanfics, fan art and much much more...Someone even made figurines of them kissing.Pretty impressing.

I soon got to a fanfic called My Last Moments (Yua x Akane) ...It made me cry to be honest..

So let me reread the last part of it for you..It's from Yuas point of view who is your typical overly emotional uke..

'As I ran to the town park, just more and more memories of Akane and me spending time came to me.He was always near me and kept me safe everyday...Someone would say that he is overly protective but no one knew him truly as me and now he gave himself for my crimes.I went trough the crowd who was yelling to kill him faster..

Just a couple of seconds before the cold blade will chop his head and arms off.

"Akane!!!"I cried out as I got closer and closer.Tears streamed down my face.

"Goodbye, motherfuckers..."Akane said before starting to laugh yet the laugh was very quickly over.Blood went everywhere...that smile was still on his face when he died..the only one that made me feel happy.

 

Days passed since he left...I never left home..not even for food.As I sat near the window looking at the night sky, i felt hands around me..when I turned around..There he was, smiling like he always did.I swear I wasn't dreaming.Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I hugged him back tightly and cried into his chest. "I thought you died, you moron!"I said to him.He just giggled and kissed the top of my head "Then that clone of mine sure did a good job..as I told you before, that I'll never die and leave you alone." True..he did promise me that..I'm sure as happy that he'll be the one, I'll spend my last moments with...'

Someone made a better ending then I thought of ending the manga..i thought of using a Fairy Tail ending look a like..

I ended up reading every single fanfic about that ship and damm! Most of them have a better ending..And that ended up me crying in the emo corner while Keiko tried to make me feel better about it..nothing helped..

So I went to watch GoT with her again...and again and again till we didn't ran out of episodes...

We both fell asleep in the living room...

I don't feel like that was a good idea.