Fight for the fallen angel

Chapter 11

//This was supposed to be a smut chapter but it won't.//

Everyday when I look at the mirror...I...I don't see myself...I see the person I used to be many many many years ago...It was a girl with long blonde hair, dressed in the most prettiest of dresses a person could dream of.
Yes...I've been a woman once but...I never felt like one.Even when I wore dresses or skirts, played with what some people categories as 'girl toys' or when I would wear make up...I never felt good about myself....I would as quickly as possible put on baggy clothes and put my hair into a bun so I don't have to deal with it and remind myself that...I'm a girl...
After a while, I told my mother and she gave away all my 'girl' stuff to get me some new 'boy' stuff.She cuted my hair and helped me to flatten my chest whenever I had to go out...That's when we changed my name from Alice to Alois.
Sadly at that point of my life...I couldn't change my whole body...I got a new one when I got to heaven and I loved it..I was finnaly what I wanted to be!

Claude always knew me as a boy and he never saw me when I wasn't one which I'm happy about because he'll never ask me things about me being a FTM (Female to Male /For you who don't know) trans*.

I sighed as I looked at my reflaction and left my room.

"Yeah, Brother was once a girl!"I heared Luka saying.I walked to where I heard him...He was in Claudes room, showing old pictures of me...Me in dresses...Me with long hair....Me and........No one important...

"He looked rather cute with long hair and dressed like that."

"Yeah, I know!But..He just wasn't meant to be a girl...I like him better as a boy."Luka said with a bright smile.

Claude giggled slightly and nodded "Me too, if I have to be honest."

I smiled slightly before going in the room qnd smiling at them "Talking about me, don't you guys?"

"Yup.He was curious about how you looked when you were younger and in the first of your lives..."

"Oh.."

Claude smiled slight at me and then at the pictures. "You still have the same face."

"Huh?"

"Your face.It's the same."

"Well yeah...I just got a new body..."

He nodded and smiled still.Luka hugged me quickly and went in my room.I leaned my head on Claudes shoulder as I sat next to him and smiled slightly.

"You know...I like you way more as you are now..What you are in the pictures...That's not you."

I looked at him as he said so.
"You are just saying that."

"No,I'm serious.That blonde girl...That isn't you.."He turned towards me and kissed my forhead "That girl will never be you."

His voice was so claming to me...I..I thought he would like me more as the girly girl I was..

Days passed since Luka said to Claude that I was a girl once...He also told Ciel and Keiko....Both of them were shocked and asked few questions....Some of them very really disrespectful...Like...come one...You can't ask a trans person which bathroom they used to go in when they were in public!!

We somehow came to all of us like a family watching Orange is the new black......Luka, Keiko and I enjoyed it mostly while the rest tried not to change the channel.

Once it was done Keiko talked about more convetions that she wants us to go with her.Reasons?

1)She doesn't want to go alone
2)She already bought us all tickets and such
3)She somehow got me on the special guests list....

Claude agreed and so did Luka and Ciel....It was up to me but I agreed too but only because she bought us tickets and such...

Well...I hope we won't get in any trouble...

We won't....right?