My headspace feels like a whole town. Like there would be thousands of people yelling different words and different things. It is so loud, that I don't even hear my own voice.
Everyday feels like a fight. Everyday feels like a war.. When I try to fight, it gets harder.. I betray myself.. I betray my life.. All I do everyday is try to survive.. And be the soldier that can protect and who is important. My fight feels so heavy, like I could lose at any point. And I am scared, because doesn't matter how powerful my weapons are I don't always have the chance to use them, and I am scared to lose my weapons, my purpose, my faith. I hope I can someday win this war and celebrate the win with people whom I love.
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Scars that Never Heal
Poetry"Depression has played a huge part in my life as long as I can remember. It is my only problem, that plays a huge part in me, that ruins my life, my happiness, my hope and my relationships. I feel worthless, talentless, ugly, stupid, dumb, unlovable...
