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Karl's pov
——————I'm in my room crying, again. God I probably look like an idiot. I just can't stop thinking about someone.
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Past tense
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"Karl come down stairs! We're going to be late" jack yelled to me.I rushed down stairs trying to fix my hair. I smiled at him sweetly. My heart just melts a thousand times over everytime I look at him. He looked me up and down and raised an eyebrow.
"Are you trying to look like a slut?" He laughed a little so I took it as a joke.
"I'm your slut" he grinned at me.
I didn't really like that kind of stuff. Naked body's made me felt uncomfortable, but I'm okay with it as long as it makes him happy.
We walked out to our car and got in.
"Okay but actually, are you trying to get attention or something? You look like a fucking whore." He said angrier looking over at me.
I was wear shorts that didn't really fit me anymore, they kinda hugged my legs, but they were comfortable. The shirt i had on was just some random shirt I found in our room, It had a photo of a naked woman laying in roses on it.
"Is it my shorts? I can go put on some pants" I said worriedly looking down at my outfit.
"No it's to late. Don't blame me if anyone grabs your ass, it's your fault for dressing like that" he said starting up the car and driving.
I'm trans and haven't been on T for that long so my body is still very feminine. I guess you could see my figure in this clothing.
"Do you have a jacket in here?" I looked at the back seat.
"It's in the trunk, you can get it when we arrive."
After about 15 minutes of driving we got there. I immediately grabbed the jacket and put it on. We went in <we were at a house party jacks friend was throwing> to the house and went over to his main friend group.
"Karl! Jack! Great to see you! Karl you look really nice today!" One of them said smiling.
Jack glared at me and raised an eyebrow. I looked down and quietly thanked them. They all talked while I went to go get beer for them. I gave them the drinks.
"So Karl, how are you?" A blond one asked.
"Oh um- I'm okay.." his friends were so nice to me.
Jack lift my chin a bit and smiled at my. I probably looked like an in love puppy dog when he smiled at me. He moved some hair out of my face then went back to his friends.
"If you don't want to be around people you can go up stairs" the black haired one said.
I smiles and nodded. I went upstairs to and empty room, it looked like a guest room. I sat down on the bed and laid back. After a few minutes of laying there I fell asleep.
I don't know what time it was when I woke but it was a lot louder down stairs. I heard someone opening the door, it was jack. God, I could smell the alcohol before he even opened the door.
"Hey~ baby~" he giggled stumbling over to me.
"Hi"
He stood in front of me before setting down his beer bottle and pulling me into a sloppy kiss. We started making out in the bed. He pushed me back and started kissing my neck. I moaned everytime he laid a new kiss on me. But then he started pulling my shirt off.
"J- jack~ I- we can't" I breathed heavy as I felt his cold hands touching my skin
"Who said that you have a say in what's gonna happen tonight" he slurred as he spoke.
I backed away from him and pulled up the zipper on the coat. He looked at me smiling.
"Please" he said getting on his knees.
"Uh- n- no! You're drunk!" I said turning away.
I could hear him moving around, then I heard him un zip his pants. 'Oh my god, please not this again' was all I could think. I could hear him start to moan my name as he slowly jerked off (🤮). I felt tears fill my eyes as I covered my ears and shut my eyes.
"Please, stop" I was sobbing. "I don't want this"
He moaned in between his words "you can make this stop, just~ l-let me fuck you"
I kept my eyes closed as I continued to cry. Then, we heard a knock on the door.
"Hey anyone in there?" Some guy shouted from the other side of the door.
"Yeah" jack replied.
He finally finished and dressed himself again before walking over to me.
"You dress like a fucking whore and expect me to contain myself?" He pulled me into a forced kiss.
"I'm sorry, it won't happen again" I sobbed as he walked out of the room.
About half an hour later it got quiter down stairs, like people were leaving. I went down stairs to see about 20 people. Jack looked over at me and looked sad. He walked over to me and light put his hands on my waist hugging me.
"I'm so sorry baby, I don't know what's wrong with me" he sounded like he was crying.
"Hey hey, it's okay, you didn't mean to, you're drunk" I hugged him back as a smile formed on my face. He loved me
We went home (I drove) and fell asleep on the couch together.
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Based jack off of one of my ex girlfriends945 words
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