Dtkq short story's

Hungry? [angst/fluff/smut]

It's been a minute since I've posted lol

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Sap❤️
What do you want for dinner?

You
I'm not very hungry

Sap❤️
Are you sure? I'm worried about you

You
Don't worry I'm fine

Sap❤️
Alr
Ily

I'm laying in bed wearing saps hoodie and some random sweet pants that we share. I guess I've been going through a depression lately. I havent been eating and I'm never a big smiling mess like usual. I've been laying in bed all day, the only thing I wake up for is nick, he usually sits in bed with me cuddling and telling me how much he loves me, I'm never listing tho, I'm lost in thought. Last night was a different story tho.

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The night before
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Me and nick were laying in bed, I was hugging onto him lost in thought.
He probably hates me and is hiding it, he has to pretend to love me. Why do I even try anymore? I'm sure he'd be happier if  I  wasn't with him.

"Baby? Are you okay? I know you've been having a hard time lately, I'm worried, I just want you to be okay. Please say something"

I could hear nick pleading me to talk.

"I'm fine, I'm just tired" I murmured into his chest

He sighed and pulled me closer.

"We haven't kissed in months, I just want to know you don't hate me" he sniffled

Was he crying?

I looked up at his face and was suprised to see tears streaming down his face as he closed his eyes. His hand that was playing with my hair stopped as I felt him tighten his grip on a lock of my hair. I put my hand on his cheek as I looked him in the eyes. His hands loosened up as he opened his eye and looked at me. I moved my head up slightly and kissed him. He kissed me back he pulled me closer to his face.

"I'm sorry. I just feel so dumb and useless lately. I'm so scared that you hate me a-and want me gone. I-" I felt a lump in my throat as tears formed in my eyes.

"I could never hate you, you're the only thing I need right now karl"

"But what if you don't need me later? What if you- you-"

He pulled me into another kiss as we both started crying. We pulled away and I could barely see, the tear in my eyes were blocking my vision.

"I- I'm gonna go get some water for us"

I quickly got up and walked to the bathroom. I closed the door and sat down on the floor leaning against it.

"What the fuck is wrong with me? I pressured him into saying that stuff, he felt like he had to say it. He probably hates how awful I'm making him feel" I said to my self.

I took in a few breaths before relizing the way I was sitting. My knees were pressed up against my chest my my hands were over my ears.

"Why am I thinking like this? Nick would never say something he didn't mean, he does love me. I'm just stupid." I sighed and stood up.