Tw: anxiety attack
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(Karl's pov)
"Karl? Hey you've been in here for awhile, you okay? Karl?" Nick said as he walked into our room
"Hey what's going on? Are you okay?"
I couldn't hear him. I couldn't breath or feel or hear or speak. My mind was fogged by one thought. It played over and over again. Nick and Alex telling me how much they hated me and wished I was dead.
"Karl?"
"Alex! Come here!" He said loudly before sitting on the floor next to me.He lightly rested his hand on top of mine
"Hey, going to be okay. I'm here for you. Just breath." He said quietly
Alex walked in confused then let out a small "oh" when he saw he.
" please don't leave, im sorry" I sobbed as tears fell from my eyes.
Alex sat down on my other side leaned his head on mine whispering inaudible things.
"We're here sweetheart" an image of nick and Alex smiling at me entered my mine.
I let out a shaky sigh. The feeling of them holding me brought me back to reality. I opened my tear filled eyes. I was sitting on the floor in a ball crying. I lightly moved my head to the side to see Nick looking at his hand on mine. I could feel Alex leaning on me.
"What's going on?" I giggled
"Karl! Are you okay? what happened? Come here!" Nick pulled me into his arms hugging me tightly, before I got a chance to get free from him Alex hugged me from behind trapping me in between the two.
"I'm okay! I think I was just had an anxiety attack! Let go of me before you squeeze the life out of me!" I said pulling away from the two.
Alex kissed me then nick did.
"I'm sorry, I mean to freak you out!" I apologized, tears forming in my eyes.
"No, don't be sorry, this can happen to anyone" Alex said smiling at me as he held the side of my face.
"I saw you two telling me how much you hated me and wanted me to die and I-" tear streamed down my face.
"We love you, so much more then you could ever imagine." Nick said kissing my head
"Im so lucky i met you karl. I love you" Alex said putting his forehead on mine.
We sat there as I cried a little more.
"Come on mi amor let's got your face washed up" Alex giggled wiping away my tears
The three of us stood up and went to the bathroom. I sat on the sink as Alex cleaned the eyeliner and mascara of my cheeks. Nick just watched us with loving eyes.
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Sry Ik it's short I'm just really short on ideas rn
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