Gay part two

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Tw: shelf harm, suicide mentions, suicides performed, and implied cheating.

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(Clays pov)

I left George alone in my room to change into something that's more comfortable while I got us some water. I'm trying to ignore what happened until George is ready to talk about it, it's hard tho. Anyways. Me and Nick (he's on the football team) are both gay, he's also polyamorous, he's dating another football player and one of the cheerleaders. I know Alex the one on the football team pretty well but I don't know to much about the cheerleader. He is super cute looking tho, im not into him but still. His name is Karl. Im having the three of them come over so that we can make a plan on how to come out in school without saying it out loud. The football team and 69% of the school is homophobic so being out is pretty rare. George wasn't ashamed of his moms or his sexuality when we were younger but when we got into eighth grade the bullying got worse with all the new kids coming to the school. Me and George have been dating for years now, we started dating in the seventh grade. I'm still in the closet but with this plan I won't be anymore.

I got two water bottles from my kitchen, right as I was going to head back up stairs Nick knocked on the door. I let the three of them in and showed them to the living room.

"Is George here? I want to talk to him! He's sooooo cute!" Karl asked excited to see him.

"He's up stairs in my room, it'll say my name on the door. Here bring this water with you" I said to him handing the water to him.

He went skipping up stairs to see George, we could here my room door open then close from down stairs. Me, Nick and Alex started talking about the next football game we had coming up. After like half an hour I could tell Nick was getting worried for Karl and George.

[karls pov]

I went up to clays room but when I opened the door I saw George sitting on the floor shirtless crying and somewhat covered in blood. He was shaking and mumbling. I ran over to him closing the door behind me. I grabbed the shirt next to him and started wiping up all the blood, once blood wasn't covering the cut I realized that he had cut him self, I sat him up and properly cleaned his cuts and the put one of clays hoodies on him, I then took off his pants and replaced it with clays sweat pants. George was all dizzy and tired so I put him in clays bed then got in next to him laying him on top of me, he seemed to calm down and feel better, he cuddled up to me and fell asleep. After like 5 minutes I also fell asleep. He was still shaking. Even though he was asleep and comfortable, he was shaking.

[ George's pov ]

I tired killing myself just then.

I cut openings all over my body to try to let myself bleed to death. I was looking all over clays room for any pills to over dose on. As you can tell I couldn't find any. After like 2 minutes of me bleeding out on the floor Karl came in and cleaned me up but I had lost quite a lot of blood so I didn't even say anything I was too weak. Eventually karl put on some clean clothes on me and put me in clays bed. He got into the bed with me and laid me onto him a little, I got comfortable and snuggled up to Karl. I felt safe again. Maybe I had another reason to stay alive.

Karl Jacobs.


[clays pov]

Me and Nick got up and went up stairs to check on Karl and George, Alex followed close behind us. We got to my room and slowly opened the door to see Karl and George sleeping together, they were cuddling?

"Karl?" I heard nick say weakly.

Karl woke up and sat up slowly. He rubbed his eyes a looked over to us. He looked confused then looked down at George and realized.

"W-wait I promise you have it all wrong! I'm not have sex if George I promise" Karl said giggling out of embarrassment.

"So you two just wanted to cuddle and sleep together?" I asked a little bit annoyed.

"I can't tell you anything. Not yet at least, we need to wait for George to wake up!" Karl said slow and carfuly getting out of my bed.

"C-can you three wait in the living room please? I'll be down soon" I said not even looking at them as they left the room and closed the door.

I walked up to my bed and looked at George's beautiful face as he slept. I was curious to see if my worst fear had become a reality. I moved the blanket off of George and started lifting up the hoodie he had on. And I saw it, I couldn't breathe, my vision went blurry, I started crying, I wanted to help him, I wanted to kill myself just save him. I stopped thinking clearly. I stormed out of my room, down the stairs and out of my house. I got into my car and started driving around crazy like, speeding, hitting stuff and driving on the side walk until I crashed.
The last thing I saw before crashing was the tree with me and George's initials craved into it. Then I crashed into the tree.

"Clay?"

"CLAY!"
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