Billy Hargrove Oneshots X reader

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Plot: You are the "depressed kid" at Hawkins High. But after bullying you, Billy finds something unsettling about you.

Warnings ⚠️: Cutting, suicidal, depression, bullying.

Words:1870

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The small school erupted with sounds of joy, frustration, and gossip.
Most of this being gossip about you.

From freshmen to half way through junior year you were active in a way. You were extremely involved in everything. Grades, sports, clubs, relationships, everything.

But ever since the second half of junior year you've been different.

You had dropped out of all your clubs and sports teams, and your grades dropped a couple letters.

This as well as your figure changed as well. You were skinnier. But people couldn't tell this due to the fact that you always wore baggy sweatshirts.

Your clothes were either black or very dark gray. You looked like shit all the time and if you had to speak it came out in small, scratchy whispers.

The teachers worried at first. They had you go into counseling, that was very much one sided conversations. And finally you had told them that your parents split.

They did the usual "Oh I'm so sorry to hear that!" "It'll be okay" "Do you need anything?" "I'm here if you ever need to talk" but after a while of you denying their "friendly" gestures they gave up.

Your mom had left your dad due to his drinking problems. She didn't want anything to do with you, so she left one day and sent the divorce papers in the mail. You, being on your last year of high-school stayed in Indiana with your father to finish school.

You didn't know that the drinking addiction would increase.

Some nights were better then others. Those were the nights you got some of your homework done.

Last night was not one of those nights.

You parked your car close to the school doors and sighed, rubbing your temple as you could feel a headache coming on. You grabbed some pills and held them in your fist tightly as you grabbed your bag and trudged into the school.

You stopped at a water fountain, placed your pills in your mouth and took a sip of the water. Swallowing the meds.

"Maybe you should take some more and help the rest of us out." The menacing voice of Tommy was heard from the right side of you. You gulped quietly and reached for your bag that was on the ground by Tommy's feet.

He stepped on the strap of the backpack preventing you from grabbing your belongings. You sighed and pulled on the sleeves of your black sweatshirt.

"Please not today, Tommy." You mumbled, keeping your eyes down.

"What was that? I couldn't hear you" He smirked as he grabbed the bag from the floor. You tensed instantly, praying that he wouldn't open it and see what you had hid.

"Tommy, Please" You said again.

"Okay, here." He held the backpack up slightly towards you. But as soon as you took a step forward he threw the bag up in the air. You looked up and watched as it flew behind you and directly into Billy Hargrove's hands. You gulped again.

Billy was terrifying. He was taller than you and your dad. Not to mention his bad boy attitude and the fact that he's bullied you before.

Nothing brutal. Just some rude comments here and there. The kind that stick with you and make you think in the middle of the night.