...SBHB 23...
the boys actually planned out for a barbecue party. chanyeol and d.o were assigned with the grilling. kris,xiumin and lay with making the bonfire. I'm not sure if we are allowed to do that though. the rest of them were just strolling around.
and here i am. left with the task to set the table.. i don't mind though. its the least i can do..
"let me help you with that" luhan snatched the plate i was about to set and arranged it.
" thanks.. luhan" i smiled but he probably didn't notice it cause he's busy setting everything on the table. i feel so dumb though. i didn't get to say thank you for saving my life yesterday. ugh. insensitive me!
i sat next to the empty corner, watching kris, xiumin and lay trying their best to set up, the until now non-existing bonfire. seriously?! do they really know how to make one of those~aigoo. the moon is soooo bright tonight. kyaa~ its really cold too but surprisingly i can still handle it. during times like this i tend to catch a cold easily but i think its all good.
" you should have been resting right now you know.."
" yeah i know. i should be but apparently i don't wanna miss out the fun so im here" i saw him give me a dazzling eye smile and i laughed at him.ohh how i missed this.
i hugged him tight and i felt him jolt up when i did.
" i missed you chen!~" i escaped from the hug and stared at him teary eyed. i know it seems like I'm overacting but i really do miss him.
" HAHAHA~ you see me every end of the day you know,... and we live at one house.. still you miss me??" i know what she means by that.. and yes i miss her too but she know's how things are now. she's with chanyeol all the time and she hardly spends time with me unlike before.
" i know. but i just miss the old times.. you know when its just us two and i always rant about how much i hate them.." i still remember those times where i'll be completely mad by just seeing them and just look at us now.. all living at one house.
" yes i completely remember that!~" and i would be the one to just stay quiet because i don't like battling with you. i just let you do the things that makes you happy. because that's how much i care for you jea..
" i wish i could spend one day without all of this.. just back then when i have nothing to worry about" i let out a sigh and stared at the dreamy sea.
" looks like you're in the middle of something., come on~ at least tell your best friend your problem right?"
" its just.. there are a lot of things happening all at once and i cant just .--- i don't know how to deal with them"
" are you talking about kai?? or luhan??"
" what luhan??" what does he mean by that??
" oh!~ never mind that.. kai is someone that's very determined and i know that because I've been his friend over a year now. "
"when he's in love, he will do anything to make the girl like her but as you can see.. he let's you do what you want.. he's so in love with you that even if it hurts him very much he'll let you go just to make you happy" actually were doing the same thing here. the only difference here is that he's brave enough to admit his feelings and that's the last thing i would ever do. i don't want to risk our friendship. i don't want to lose my friendship with jea.
I'm starting to think I'm cursed for being in this state. i just don't know what i should do with this.. how should i act. how should i treat him in a way that he will not get the wrong idea. kai why does it have to be me??
chen noticed that jea went out of the universe again and snapped his fingers right in front of jea.
" hey!~ don't mind what i said.. don't take it to heart too much ^___________^ .. my advice to you is that.. just give him time. i know its gonna be hard for him but he'll move on eventually. honestly i don't know what that kid saw in you. look at you!~ " chen pointed his finger at jea's face and stared at her making face and started running away.
" yah! what do you mean about that! I'm beautiful you know!!" i chased after him, screaming. "yah! get back here!!~"
after the crazy chase that chen and i did we slumped on the sand, laughing from our childish act.
" i miss you too, jea" chen gave me again his eye smile.
author's note:
aww..~ author~sshi is getting sad. please do leave comments!~ it helps me to be motivated on making the next chapter's~~ kekeke. saranghaeyo~~ ^ 3 ^
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