Mouth agape,
Head thrown back
Exhales of exalting laughter
Frigid air and flakes of snow Contaminated my inhalations.
Damp locks of hair
Dripped water droplets down my back.
I half expected them to freeze against my flesh.
My body broke out in bumps; Horripilation.
I turned to look at you
And I saw more than the smile upon your face,
I saw words you had yet to saw
Actions of your future.
I saw us.
And in that moment
Where reality combined with my every fantasy
I accidentally leapt off the bridge
Called "Love."
That people are always committing suicide from.
My head was full of helium like thoughts, Uncontrollably thinking about all that we could be.
Every hope and silly girl dream
That I desired for us,
Kisses and whispers. Hugs and hands held.
My heart clenched inside of my chest, Everything began to burn and sting,
The snowflakes landing on my body Suddenly felt as if they were pricks of pins. Unseen needles attacked me,
A grin grew
One with a foundation of wince.
It was frightful,simultaneously beautiful.
A feeling that had been foreign to me.
The addictive ache of unexpected adoration.
