I know you love me (Karlnap)

(Chapter 29)

(Karl's pov)

"Karl, are you ok? You look pale." Sapnap asks, worry and confusion clouding his vision.

"Oh, uh, yeah. I'm fine." I state, stumbling over my words.

But the truth of the matter is that I'm not "fine", I actually feel like shit. I haven't felt like this since the first day of school. I feel exactly how I did then, tired; mentaly and physically tired. I didn't want to move, I just wanted to lay in bed and cry. But I kept moving, and if I didn't keep moving I would have never met Sapnap. I am still astonished that I had the motivation to keep pushing through life, but deep down, I know Quackity is right.

Sapnap wasn't always a good person, but he is now. Sure he freaks out sometimes, and he isn't completely sure of himself, but he saved my life. I love him, I know tha–

"Karl you look dead, you have been zoned out for like, 10 minutes. I know you're not okay, talk to me. What's going on?" He asks, sitting up while he does so. Shit.

"Sapnap I'm fine ... really I am." That's all I can spit out, I can't say more without starting to cry. I tilt my head up slightly, as to hold back the waterfalls threatening to leave my eyes. Shit shit shit.

"With all due respect Karl, you look like you're about to cry, your pale as fuck. Just admit you're not ok." He says, which makes my eyes start to leak pure sadness from the corners of my eyes.

"I'm sorry, I lied to you about the call." I sob out, collapsing into his arms.

His eye brows knit together in confusion, "What call?"

"T-the one with Quackity! H-he was talking all this shit about you, b-but don't hurt him please! I told him off and it's fine. He was really drunk and he didn't know what he was talking about!" I ramble to him and continued to cry.

"What did he say?" Sapnap asks.

"Huh?" I breathe out, trying to compose myself.

"You said he was talking shit about me, what did he say?"

"O-oh ... uhm, he said you were an asshole to me, and he kept talking about what happened on the first day of school. But I know you've changed, you are so nice and understanding. You are everything, and more that I have ever wanted in a relationship." I say and kiss him.

I pull away so he can speak, "Ok ... I'm happy you told me."

(414 words c:)