I don't hate you!

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Chapter 2

"Y/N...is everything okay?" "Did he hurt you?!" "I'll kick his ass if he hit you!" Everyone bursts out with their opinions all at once making your ears ring and your head spin. "I'm sorry." You mumble. Todoroki looks at you confused why you would apologize but Momo and Iida get the message. Immediately realizing they were bombarding you in a very vulnerable moment. "I think what Y/N needs most right now is some alone time." Momo announces to the class and Iida begins helping herd your fellow classmates back through your door and into the hallway. Deku and Mina are the most hesitant but your vacant expression confirms what the leaders of the class had said about you needing space and time. "Todoroki?" Deku asks halfway out the door wondering why he was still standing protectively beside you. "I need him to stay." You say and grab onto Shoto's hoodie sleeve. Deku nods still clearly confused but not wanting to overwhelm you more than you already were.

After a while you tell todoroki that it is best he heads to bed knowing you would both have a long day at school tomorrow. "Thank you again Todoroki. I really needed to not be alone tonight and...I just am so glad we are friends..." Laying your heart before this mysterious man felt so natural and safe. You wonder to yourself why you have not spent more time around him before. Shoto has a little blush creep embarrassingly across his face. "Of course Y/N. That's what friends are for." You smile and close your door. Your arms are so heavy you feel as if they are dragging behind you. Collapsing onto your bed you fall into a frightful and broken sleep.

You awake the next day and groan. Wishing with all your heart that you had a chance to convince the staff you're too sick to go today. Your body is sore though and your head pounds from all the sobbing. You stumble over to your door so tired you feel drunk. You peek out of your door to see if anyone is around. Sighing with relief you grab your uniform and dash to the girl's bathroom deciding it was less likely he'd show up there than your room. Which was likely if he was still angry. "Oh hey Y/N." Tsu says with a smile as you enter the bathroom. "Hey Tsu." You reply in a weak voice. "Do you wanna talk about it?" Tsu asks and Momo steps awkwardly through the door, instantly going red in the face. "It's okay Momo." You reassure your friend before answering Tsu's question, wanting to choose your words wisely. "Well...unfortunately I'm just not ready to...but I think pretending everything is normal until I'm able to like handle it ya know?" Tsu and Momo nod in unison. We'd all seen heartbreak in some form at this point and having that unspoken understanding backing you up made you feel a bit lighter...at least for the moment.

You all head to class as a group acting as if nothing ever happened just like you had requested before leaving the bathroom. "I'm so glad you guys are my friends." You tell the girls joining the rest of your class on the sidewalk. Your heart drops when you hear his voice drift toward you, and as if the very sound were a toxin in the air your lungs refuse to function properly. The whole time Momo continues to talk she notices you're distracted but she decides you would probably prefer not to be called out in front of the whole class. You guys separate from the boys to get prepared for class by putting on your hero costumes as requested by Aizawa in the email you all received at exactly 5:30am. Once you are ready you head into your new classroom thanking the universe for allowing your class to keep your beloved teacher after all the attacks you had been through together the class was more bonded than any other. Mr.Principal really did you all a solid. "You need to tell her man!" Kirishima's words hit your ears hard but Bakugo starts shooting off small explosions in his hands hoping he caught it in time for you not to have heard anything. You refuse to give them anything more than a side glance. Your face is expressionless when you walk up to Mr.Aizawa's desk. "May I change seats please Sensei?" Practically the entire class's mouths drop open and Bakugo grits his teeth hard. He has been looking forward to sitting beside you again this year and had been excited to see the seats were not different. "No Y/N." You go to argue with your teacher, but upon seeing his expression you realize he is in absolutely no mood for teenager bullshit.

You nod respectfully and head to your seat meanwhile your anxiety and anger play kickball with your stomach. You continued ignoring Bakugo the entire day so by the time you guys arrived at your paired sparring (A.K.A pe) You picking Todoroki as your partner sent him over the edge. Stomping over to you he bellows, "Why would you wanna fight him huh?! Scared to fight the real number one in the class? Don't wanna get stronger huh?" When he's done he smirks down at you, and although your fingers spark dangerously with purple lightening you simply turn to Todoroki and say, "Come on pretty boy we got work to do." Aizawa sees the issue taking place and uses his quirk on Bakugo. "You would take it too far right now Bakugo. Let her go." Bakugo stares up at his teacher, just a vulnerable child in this moment. "I don't need her she's not worth messing up my number one spot." He waves off Aizawa and you pretend not to hear but damn...those words really hurt. You and Todoroki prepare to go to war on the field when it's your turn. Today you will fight and whoever wins faces off together like a mini sports fest. Mr.Aizawa said it was fun but after all your trips to recovery girl last year you disagree. Yours and Todoroki's match ends up being intense and unfortunately for you extremely short lived. You managed to dodge his ice for a minute but he shot his fire as a diversion turning your attention from the ice capsule he makes around you. Knowing your electricity would either bounce off or simply sink into the ground. Just as you begin to wonder why they haven't called the match yet Todoroki begins melting you free. He offers a hand to you and you gladly take it with a small embarrassed smile. Upon seeing this Bakugo loses control only this time Aizawa lets him go, deciding he needs to learn this lesson on his own.

Bakugo is fuming when he tries to come up behind Todoroki. You shoot the same amount of voltage as a taser into Bakugo's abdomen hoping he'd stop. The fire in his eyes just gets more wild, his mind screaming that you never liked him if you do things like that. Todoroki and Bakugo battle with brutal force. You and your classmates ask Mr.Aizawa if this is even allowed, but your tired eyed teacher just waves it off as something to keep you all busy. The two boys fight almost without mercy. Both fighting to protect and have you, but in your eyes they are fighting because Bakugo hated you and that he wished to be fighting you instead. Momo, Mina, Tsu and even Iida and Deku are at your side making sure you don't interfere. "They've had this brewing for a while, you just gotta let 'em fight." Iida attempts to reassure the class but you can tell he thinks this is not the right approach. You finally choose to speak to Bakugo screaming your rage into the air, accidentally hitting Kaminari with your lightning. Thankfully he's able to take it. "Bakugo this is stupid! Why don't you just fight me if you hate me so much?!" Bakugo stops mid attack. The class gasps in unison...he's never stopped for anyone or anything. Ever in his 3 years of being here. "Hate you?!" He screams in confusion, his body language switches back to angry but not his eyes, and you're the only one to see it. Your emotions get the best of you again and you shoot lightning into the ground at his feet. He stands about fifteen feet away but any time he attempts to move you shoot another bolt of lightning. "I don't hate you damn it!" Bakugo yells at you, his hands exploding in frustration. "That's not what you said." You state simply before turning and walking away. "Todoroki did nothing to you that was horrible." You scold your once almost boyfriend and although you feel yourself breaking internally your outside stays calm and collected. "Back to the locker rooms everyone." You shoot your teacher an appreciative look and hurry away tears threatening to form in your eyes.  

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