WORLD'S APART ✅

CHAPTER 14

YAMIHLE'S POV

It's been days since I've found out than Asanele could be my brother. I would be lying if I say that this thing is not stressing me. The thought of being intimate with my brother is killing me .

How can life be this cruel ?
How can the only person whom I've given my heart to be my brother?

It has always been my dream to have the surname Mkhayo but not this way. I'm supposed to be his lover not his sister .

I've cried my heart out , thinking maybe the pain will fade . The pain in my chest and throat can't be compared to anything .  I feel like screaming and shout so the whole village can feel my pain.

Only God knows how I've prayed for my father and I to meet one day. I've always wanted to know my biological father and I used to think maybe his presence will make things better.

Reality is different from my dreams and wishes. My own father hates me. I saw the hatred and disgust in his eyes that night. Asanele always tells me about how his , I mean our father is evil.

Father God thank you but I don't want this dad. He comes with pain.

" What's wrong Yamihle ?"

I quickly wiped my tears with my t-shirt. I looked up to see the source of the voice.

It was Enzokuhle . Oh Jesus even when I'm not okay this zombie still bothers.

Yamihle : What do you want Enzokuhle?

You could tell that I was crying from the agony that was still drizzling my voice. A person can't cry in peace in this house.

Enzokuhle: Big sis why are you cold towards me? I have never done you wrong but you always rude to me.

I see the devil is testing me today. God bless me with endurance because once I get annoyed with her , even the devil himself will feel threatened and fear for him throne.

This demon is obviously busy scheming again.

Yamihle : Enzokuhle I asked you before, what do you want?

Enzokuhle: Sister I heard mom and dad talking yesterday. Are you really a bastard ? Mom said your dad doesn't even know about your existence .

_Are you really a bastard?_

I'm a bastard. I'm nothing but a bastard . Good for nothing bastard .

Yamihle: Leave me alone Enzokuhle.

I looked away so she can't see that I'm on the verge of crying.

Enzokuhle : Sister are you really not wanted ? Your father doesn't even know you . Do you think he will accept you ? Oh my God you will ruin his home by appearing. Oh my God sis you will be labeled as a bastard.

Yamihle : Shut up.

Enzokuhle: If I was you I would have killed myself. Right now you seem useless ,no one wants you. I'm not saying this to hurt you sis...

Yamihle: I said shut your fuckin 'mouth !!

I don't know what happened or what possessed me . I got up from the cold cement and slapped Enzokuhle .

Silence blanketed my room. I heard voices shouting in my head.

'you  are a bastard Yamihle!'

'no one wants you!'

' your father doesn't even know about you existence!'

I couldn't take it , I pulled Enzokuhle by her hair. I kneed her on her stomach. I could hear her cries but something was telling me to ignore.