my girl // jeremiah fisher

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i have been crying for the past 2 hours. i really couldn't believe that we were done. truth was, i love him. i was going to tell him about my diabetes but i had to prepare myself.

i didn't know what i was going to do. i lost both my bestfriend and my boyfriend 3 hours ago.

my phone was blowing up. i didn't want to look at it.

i took a deep breath and grabbed it from the side table.

13 messages from my mom, 7 from belly, 9 from conrad and a missed call from him, 27 messages from susannah, and 42 from jere. 12 missed calls from him too.

jere 💗
lani

im so sorry

please call me

i really fucked up

i wanna fix this

make it better

please

i love you.

no way he just said it. holy shit.  i couldn't wrap my mind around it. i needed to go see him.

i looked like a mess, but to be honest i didn't really care. i was wearing a surf shop t shirt and shorts.

lani
meet me at the beach in 5

i headed out the door coming hopped on my bike.

i headed down to the beach me and jere always go to. there aren't lifeguards so it's basically our private strip of the beach.

it was around 7 pm so the sun was setting. it really was beautiful. the sky was a mix of scarlet and orange and it was mesmerizing.

i parked my bike on the sidewalk and walked to the shore. i let the ocean splash against my feet.

the ocean always had the way of making me feel relaxed and calm. it was my favorite place in the entire world. i always felt like i had some perpetual connection towards it.

i got lost in my thought for a while, blanking out into the horizon.

" lani"
i snap my head around and see conrad standing there.

"uh hey con. what up?" i asked him.

i didn't really expected to see him there. i wasn't mad tho since we are still best friends. i have always been close with jeremiah so me and conrad have also been close.

" i know you were expecting my brother but i just wanted to tell you that you should forgive him. he loves you so so much and he gets in his head. especially when he is angry. he says things he doesn't mean and i just think that you should know that ur his favorite person."

"thanks con. i appreciate it" i smile.

he runs back to shore and i look back into the distance.

"hey lani"

i snap my head around once again and i see the familiar face i was just yelling at 4 hours ago.

"hey jere."

"i'm going to say a lot so please just let me finish. okay?" he says to me

i smile and nod queuing him to start.

"lani i have never felt like this for anyone before. you're it for me. you always have been. this is closest that we have ever been and knowing that every guy falls at ur feet makes me scared. you are my favorite person i this entire universe and i honestly can't bring myself to imagine my life without you in it. i fucked up, i know. i'm so so sorry. i want us to be honest with each other and that has to be from both sides of this relationship. i love you"

"i love you too, jere" i smile.

he grabs my waist and pulls me in. he looks in my eyes and smiles. i watch as his gaze flickers down to my lips. in a split second he attaches his lips to mine.

"does this mean we are back together ?" he asks me.

"i don't know. does it? "

"kalani grace giordano will you be my girlfriend?"

"yea i will" i look up and smile at him.

he gives me a peck on the lips one more time.

"race you back to ur house!" i yell right before i take off.

the two of us laugh as we sprint our way back home. but some people say home is where the heart is. so wherever jere is, that's home.

hey guys! i'm so sorry for not updating in like 3 months! i have been really busy with school and surfing. please please please follow and vote because it's what keeps me motivated.
xoxo,
bells