Lust x All Au's (Sympathy of Heart)

Chapter 4

5 years back....

*sniff sniff* *whimpers*

Lust was locked in his room as he hugged his whole body close to him. Looking at the wall filled with scratch marks and gibberish words he wrote to it, not looking away as he sat on his bed shivering so much of the horrifying memories he developed to his head. Remembering all the torture and agonizing pain he went through, knowing every detail of the experience like an open book.

His fingers covered in blood from all the scratching on the wall in order to calm himself down. His arms and legs filled with so many bruises and scars from the beatings he had to feel all over him. Still in pain to memorize it. Even his face was bruised up and been cut with blood marks that were still pouring on his bone skin. Not even caring to clean it up or worry about how infected it would be to make him feel dizzy or ill.

Even though he was bandaged up from his left eye which got the worst wound ever rather than his right eye. It was still not enough to stop the bleeding, being soaked up in blood that the whole white bandage will begin to look like all red and bloody at this point to get a new one in time before it got all soggy and wet. Which might feel really itchy once realizing.

"Never trust nobody. They're all liars. They left you to die. I'm hopeless, and weak. I want to die and end this suffering". He mumbled under his breath as he kept repeating it nonstop saying it to himself over and over without even knowing his mouth was beginning to dry up due to dehydration of not drinking any water since he got rescued.

*knock knock*

Lust flinched at the sound slowly turning his head towards the door, filled with scratch marks too and some dried up blood from it. "S..Sans? It's me. Papyrus, may I come in". He asked. Lust didn't respond shaking violently as he grabbed his blanket covering himself with it, while holding a large knife for protection. "Sans? I...I'm coming in since you won't answer me". Said Papyrus.

Lust was frightened and gripped the knife tight and hard raising it straight to the door as it slowly opened. Revealing a little bit of light which Lust hissed of how bright it was for him. As the door kept being open slightly little by little, it finally opened through all the way. Seeing papyrus shadow down below and himself. "Sans...how are you feeling?". He asked as he saw Lust raising the knife at him.

Lust didn't say anything and sharply hissed at him like a cat or snake would when being threatened. "I-It's alright Sans. I'm not going to come towards you, not unless you want me to. I just....wanted to know how you were doing that's all". He said filled with disappointment eyes in him and filled with guilt of how broken his brother is from seeing in such a terrible state of him. Not knowing what to do to help him.

"Get.the.fuck.out". He said in a firm voice. "S-Sans...please...I...I want to help you. We all do, we're worried for you and your well being. Can't you just....tell me what's going on with you? And ask me what to do in order to help you in this state?". He asked with desperation in his voice. Lust looked at Papyrus filled with hate in his eyes and in his soul too.

Not wanted to trust his own brother nor anyone at this point, or even the rest of his life. "Get out. I don't want to repeat it to you again". He said. Papyrus hesitated for a moment, but couldn't control himself to not let this conversation end like this. Not now, not ever. But what choice did he had?

"Sans I-". He got cut off with Lust throwing the knife so far that it plunged right into the wall next to him making Papyrus flinch so hard and tremble in fear looking at the knife, nervously gulping. "I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM YOU PEICE OF SHIT! GET OUT AND DONT EVER COME NEAR ME EVER AGAIN! I FUCKING HATE YOU BITCH! YOU CUNT ASS WHORE OF A BROTHER YOU ARE! SHOULD HAVE NEVER TRUSTED YOU FROM THE BEGINNING! BETRAYER! LIAR!