hope. | karlnap

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( sapnaps pov ) temporary pov switch.

I saw a boy, he looked lonely so I was tempted to talk to him, but he went into a room?

"hello?" I followed him, "y-yes?" he stuttered, "are you allowed to be in there?" I ask, he nodded and went back in, "wait!" I shout, wow I got the confidence to do that.

"y-yeah?" he stuttered again, " I was wondering if you'd like to read with me." I ask, "no thank you I'm sorry." The boy said, I nod and softly smiled, I mean.

I was intrigued, what, and who was this boy, why haven't I seen him before? weird.

I went back to reading my book, but the boy was still in my head for some reason.

( karls pov )

god, why would anyone want to be friends with me? I'm literally just a weirdo.

I plugged my earphones in, kind of broken ones, and listened to some music as I was reading, then I heard humming.

I take a peek outside, it was the boy that asked me if I wanted to read with him, he hummed nice, or if that's even a word.

I slowly fell asleep to his humming, I don't know why.

( time skip )

i woke up, weird, it looked brighter, wait, did i fall asleep?!

i looked at my phone, it was 10:00 am, it was 3rd period, fuck.

eh, third periods almost done anyways, i guess ill just wait till lunch, i dont want to attend 4th periods math class anyways. its not like my grades will matter if im not alive.

i scroll on my phone to see a follow from a guy named 'sapnap', who the fuck was he? and howd he find my instagram, only a few people from school knew, probably just the teachers and a few students i stopped being friends with cause they couldnt handle me.

if your wondering, 'why couldnt they handle you' well its probably cause i break down, alot. and sometimes i cant hide it, so they see.

i tap his profie, it was him, a blonde, and a brunette, the blond and brunette looked close and looked like a couple, the caption was ' the dream team ' i chuckled at the name, it was a funny name, pretty nice though.

should i follow him back? a thought from the back of my head kept asking, maybe not, besides i dont even know who he is, and all i know is that he was the guy that, asked me if i wanted to read with him a few hours back.

i kept stalking him, i mean it was interesting how a boy could be interesting, im pretty sure im straight right? and i dont even like people, why am i even questioning this shit.

he does seem nice, but i dont want to be a burden in someones life again, well i still am to my parents, probably why i should just, kill myself.

4th period was starting, we had about 5, and im only gonna attend the one after lunch cause thats the last one, i decide to just read books, my favorite books like ' a good girls guide to murder' and solitaire.

i eventually finished a chapter in solitaire as it was the first book  i red, i decide to just go back on my phone and scroll through twitter for a few hours.

( the bell rings)

its lunch, finally.