"Ari... pagod n-na 'ko," I sobbed. "Gusto k-ko lang naman m-maging m-masaya..." I whispered.
For the first time in my life, I had enough. For the fucking first time, I admitted na hindi ko na kaya. For the fucking first time, ubos na ubos na 'ko. For the fucking first time... I crumbled down into pieces.
"Why is it so fucking hard?" I continued to sob, as I couldn't take it anymore.
"It's so hard to deal with life,"
"A-Ayoko n-na..." My voice broke, as the rain poured. It was raining heavily but I didn't move an inch. All of it was just... too much.
I got back to the hospital, drenched.
I went to Ari's room.
I sat down, and just stared at nowhere.
After almost half an hour passed, I noticed a blue envelope, beneath the Doraemon mini statue that was on her desk, beside the bed.
I quickly wiped my tears and took the blue envelope.
'To Arra'
I just saw my name and the penmanship but I started to cry again.
'To My Dearest Arra,'
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To be continued...
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The Fate That We Make #1: OUR ENDGAME
RomansaShe left her fiancee and the country, without telling the reason why. She lived in Canada for years, without going back. Not until she had no choice but to go back and meet her ex-fiancee.
