the 5 months time (choi beomgyu)

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The 5 months time.

0330 a.m.

Eunjoo was alone at the bridge. The tissues that consisted of her and his wish lists were now crumpled in her numb hands. Her nose hurt as she had been crying for God knows how long. Watching Beomgyu slowly fall asleep in her embrace made her heart ache a lot.

He said that he likes her too.

How is that possible?

She thought Beomgyu was attached too fast, too soon.

But that statement just sent a sword to stab back her heart. She too had hoped to meet him again in the future.

She cried alone by the bridge. She took off her jacket and wore the one Beomgyu gave to her at the beach; the baseball one to put over her legs.

But would there even be a bright side for her later? Would the world cure again if she decided to stay?

What's the point of risking herself to live more if it couldn't happen?

" I don't think I want to die anymore. "

She was relieved to hear that from him. It didn't matter if she was the one to change his heart. It could be anything but God, wasn't she felt happy when he said that?

Could she say the same for herself? Could she assure herself that she too deserves to live a long life?

Perhaps it was too late to think of that.

" I'm sorry. "