More than this (Rachel Daly)

I love you

*Hannah POV*

I just woke up in Rachel's arms. I want to wake up like this everyday. She's already awake but I'm not going to lie she looks like a zombie.

Rach- morning

Hannah- did you sleep?

Rach- no

Hannah- why?

Rach- I wanted to make sure you were okay

Hannah- what happened?

Rach- you don't remember?

It just occurred to me that I don't remember anything from last night.

Hannah- no

Rach- *explains last night's events*

Hannah- *sits up properly* oh my god Rach I'm so sorry

Rach- it's fine

Hannah- its not. I treated you like shit last night. I had no right

Rach- Hannah you relapsed. Nothing that happened before that point matters now.

Hannah- I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions

Rach- darling it doesn't matter. As long as you're okay nothing else matters

Hannah- *cuddles back into Rach* are you okay

Rach- I am now I know you are

Hannah- you should get some sleep

Rach- ill sleep when I'm dead

Hannah- Rach I mean it

Rach- I know babe. We have to get up soon anyways, theres no point in me sleeping now.

Hannah- let me drive you home. You can't drive if you're tired

Rach- I'll be okay

Hannah- I insist

Rach- okay, will you stay the night with me

Hannah- of course

We lay cuddling until it was time to get up. Millie walked in to get her stuff together and she had a worried look on her face.

Hannah- it's okay Mill, were okay

Millie- I'm more worried about you Hannah. You haven't relapsed in nearly a year

Hannah- I know Mill. My depression doesn't own me you know. I'm happy with Rach and that's all that matters

Millie- *sits on the bed* that's not the point hannah

Hannah- *sighs, sits next to millie* I know

Millie- you can't just ignore it

Hannah- what else am I supposed to do. I've been taking my meds

Millie- I know you have but you could go bad again

Hannah- I won't allow it

Millie- you don't want to allow it, you don't have a choice

Hannah- *lays down* since when did I not have a choice in what goes on in my life Mill, why is life like this

Millie- *lays down* I know Han, it's not fair.

Rach- *walks in from the bathroom* *listening to the conversation*

Hannah- you know sometimes I feel like I'm on top of the world, I have the best girlfriend in the world, my family loves me and I mean, look at my friends. But this depression just gets the better of me