More than this (Rachel Daly)

I just need space

2 hours later, everyone is still separated but I decide to go in to see Katie so we can leave and go home.

Katie- you still mad at me?

Rue- you figured yourself out yet?

Katie- *sighs* no, I honestly don't even have a reason to why I did it. I don't want to be with her, were nothing more than friends.

Rue- I know that Katie which is why I'm so confused. Anyway, we better get going.

Katie- yeah, hannah and rach should talk to each other, it weren't her fault, I don't want this to break them.

Rue- they're stronger than this. I'll say bye to rach

Katie- good idea, I don't think it would be a good idea for me to talk to rach after trying to kiss her girlfriend.

Rue- very true *small smile* *walks up to the bathroom, knocks the door*

Rach- go away

Rue- rach, it's rue, were leaving now, open the door

Rach- *unlocks the door*

Rue- *goes into the bathroom, closes the door* she's sorry you know

Rach- who, you're girlfriend or mine?

Rue- both, mine more so

Rach- Well she instigated it, didn't she? So she should be

Rue- rach, she didn't mean anything by it, dont let this ruin your relationship

Rach- how can I do that Ruesha, when she wasn't even going to tell me? Tell me how

Rue- because I can Rachel, I'm forgiving Katie, i know she didn't mean anything by it, it was impulsive and yes it shouldn't have happened but it did, we just have to move forward now.

Rach- ill talk to her, hannah, ill talk to her. Let me say bye to Katie

We walk out of the bathroom, Katie was sat on the sofa, waiting.

Katie- she's sleeping

Rach- ill tell her you said bye

Katie- *turns around* rach, I can't tell you how sorry I am.

Rach- *pulls Katie into a hug* it's fine, I know you are Katie, it's okay.

Katie- it won't happen again you know

Rach- I know, it better not

Katie- *smiles* it won't

Rach- ill see you again soon okay

Katie- not soon enough

Rach hugs me and I go into Hannah to say goodbye.

Rue- Katie said you were asleep

Hannah- made it look like I was

Rue- why?

Hannah- didn't want to talk to her. Not until I talk to rach and know that were okay

Rue- you will be Hannah

Hannah- I don't know Rue, this might be the last straw

Rue- and if it is, she doesn't deserve you, you did nothing wrong in this situation, apart from not telling us when you had the chance.

Hannah- I know I should of I was just scared

Rue- scared of what darling

Hannah- that it would ruin me and rach and even more you and Katie

Rue- were all stronger than this. Nothing was meant behind that kiss right? *hannah doesn't reply* so this isn't going to break any of us

Hannah- yeah we will see

Rue- look I have to go, you have my number, call me if you need anything at all

Hannah- I will Rue, thank you

*rachs pov*

After Katie and ruesha left, I sat. I didn't go and see hannah, I didnt go out, I just sat. I had nothing to say to her. I had no thoughts. I don't know how to deal with the situation.

*hannah walks into the living room, sat down*

We sat in silence for about 40 minutes before I said something

Rach- did it mean anything?

Hannah- no

Rach- why didn't you tell me

Hannah- I was scared

Rach- so if it happened with someone else you wouldn't tell me?

Hannah- no of course i would

Rach- how am I supposed to trust that Hannah

Hannah- i know, I don't expect you to but please Rach, believe me

Rach- I don't know what to do hannah, I really don't

Hannah- I'm sorry Rachel

Rach- maybe you should just go home

Hannah- rach please

Rach- it's for the best Han, I need space right now. I just can't do it

Hannah- so what? You're breaking up with me?

Rach- no I just need space

Hannah- okay fine, I'll go pack my shit and get out

Rach- hannah, I didnt mean it like that

*door slams*

*hannahs pov*

She needs space. What the hell does that even mean. How much space. I pack my stuff up as quick as I could and called a taxi.

I didnt say another word to her, I just left. The taxi took me to rues house where I called Millie whilst Rue and Katie comforted me until millie got to me

Hannah- i said I was sorry. She said she needed space

Katie- then maybe just give her space

Rue- Katie's right, let her come to you. She will when she's ready

Hannah- maybe you're right *sobbing* but what if she doesn't come back. What if this is the end of us

Rue- she will come back, she has to

Hannah- we go to St Georges in 3 weeks Rue, and if she hasn't spoken to me by then? What am I meant to tell the girls? They will know somethings up

Katie- you don't have to tell them anything. It's your business, they don't have to know.

*knock on the door*

Katie- ill get it... she's in here

Millie- oh Hannah

Hannah- *collapses crying in millies arms* I love her Mill and I don't know what to do

Millie- let's get you home. Thank you girls for allowing her to stay here until I got here

Rue- anytime she needs

Katie- hannah I'm so sorry

Hannah- its fine Katie

Katie- no its not. It shouldn't have happened

Hannah- honestly, don't stress it

*at home*

Millie- I hope its okay I invited the girls round

Hannah- silent

*10 minutes later*

*knock on the door*

Erin- where is she?

Millie- on the sofa, she hasn't said a word since we got back

Erin runs over to me and pulls me into a hug. I can't even hug back. I don't have the energy