Chapter 7, Panic

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I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. I felt extremely nauseous and disgusted with myself, I then remembered I would probably be forced to eat.

So, I did what any other person would do. I slowly stood up, grabbed my clothes, and ran. I ran straight to my estate somehow forgetting that I had a roommate. I was headed straight to my room but I managed to run into Sanemi on the way there.

"Aren't you supposed to be at the butterfly mansion.?'' Sanemi questioned.

"They discharged me." I replied quickly.

"Okay.. If you need help with anything i'll be in the kitchen." Sanemi replied before walking away.

When I Sanemi left I practically ran into my room, slamming the door behind me.

I fumbled with the lock in an attempt to lock my door, when it finally locked I fell to my knees in a panic.

It felt like the room was spinning, I didn't know what to do. I could feel my breathing getting quicker, and tears were stinging my eyes. The walls felt like they were closing in on me.

I felt the door rattle so I unlocked the door, Sanemi came rushing in. He hugged me and held me close to his chest.

"Can you hear my breathing?" Sanemi asked

"Yes." I said quietly, my voice still a little hoarse from crying.

He tapped his fingers on my leg, "Can you feel my fingers?" He questioned.

"Yes.." I said confused.

He pulled me close to his chest again, "Can you hear my heartbeat?"

"Yes?" I said, still confused.

"Can you try to match your breathing to mine?" He asked.

I did as told.

"Can you tap your fingers like I did?" He questioned.

I did as told.

"Can you hug me as tight as you can?" He asked.

I complied, squeezing him tightly but being careful as to not hurt him.

I felt a lot calmer now, I smiled to myself and snuggled closer to Sanemi. I then realized I could've made him uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable! I apologize!" I said quickly.

"You didn't make me uncomfortable at all." Sanemi said before pulling me closer for the third time that day.

I started to feel a little bit drowsy and closed my eyes. Before I knew it I had fallen asleep, Sanemi doing the same not long after.
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400 words!!!<33
I'm so sorry this took me so long, I've been really busy! I'm also sorry this chapter isn't very long! Have a nice weekend my lovely's!!<33

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