I Want You Too

Out Of Place

Everyone starts to call your name, but you can't hear any of them. Your breathing starts to pick up and there's a faint ringing in your ears as you make your way out of the room.

It feels like you're underwater and your trapped to the bottom of the ocean. You can't move at all. Or breathe. No air seems to come in and fill your lungs up and it's causing you to panic. You grasp the closest thing to you which happened to be in a chair, but you don't sit in it.

Your body forgot how to move, or that's what it feels like. So you just stand there, gasping for air and clinging to the chair like it's your only support of life. In your mind, waves are crashing over you again and again and filling your lungs up with water instead of air.

The shore is so far away and you can't reach it. You don't know if you'll ever be able to reach it.

"Doll, I need you to breathe," Bucky says as he stands next to you and helps you sit down. You shake your head as he pulls a chair up next to your and sits next to you. "I can't," you say as tears fall out of your eyes.

"Yes you can," he says as he takes your hand in his and presses it against his chest so you can feel his heartbeat. "You're okay. Just focus on the beats. Count them," he says.

You shake your head and he smooths your hair back with his right hand while his metal hand keeps your hand pressed to his chest. "Y/n, count the beats," he says.

Instead of fighting him, you listen and start counting. You count in your head because you're still scared of running out of oxygen.

Slowly, you start to rise up to the shore. And as you look up at Bucky's eyes, you can feel yourself come out from the water gasping for air. Your breathing starts to slow to it's regular rhythm as you continue to count the beats of Bucky's heartbeat.

Once you've calmed down, Bucky smiles at you sweetly. "You're okay," he whispers and you nod your head. "C'mon doll, you should get some sleep," he says as he helps you up and walks with you to your room.

—

The next day, you're sitting in the main room watching to news for more updates on what happened yesterday. You're completely spaced out and don't even pass a glance to anyone who walks by. Thor dropped a glass cup earlier and you didn't even notice until he tapped your head with the broom and you asked why he had it. After he told you, you fell back into your own world.

A scream from upstairs fills your ears and snaps you out of the daze your in, only because you know it's Olive that screamed. Immediately, you run upstairs into Wandas room to find her passed out cold on the floor and John holding Olive in his hands. Her face is wet with tears and her nose is running.

"What the hell?" You ask as you walk over to John and take Olive out of his arms.

"I just wanted to see her. And hold her," he says as he tries to take a step towards you, but you back away.

The rest of the team comes in the room and Vision immediately goes to Wanda. "What did you do to her?" He asks and it's probably the first time you've ever seen Vision mad.

"She'll be okay. I only knocked her out," John says and Vision stands up and starts walking towards him.

"Only knocked her out?" He asks, but his anger doesn't leave, not for a second.

"Vision, why don't you go get a wet cloth for Wanda?" Clint suggests as his dad mode kicks in and he kneels down next to Wanda on the floor to put her head under a pillow.

"Let's get her out of the room," Natasha suggests and everyone besides Steve, Tony, Sam, Thor and Bucky leave.

"John, what the fuck is wrong with you?" You ask.

"I know this looks bad but—"

"I don't wanna hear your fucking excuses," you say and when John walks closer to you, you turn towards Thor and hand him Olive. He takes her and smiles widely as he leaves the room so she doesn't see anything that's about to happen.

"You haven't changed. You're still a manipulative piece of shit. Get out of my life," you say and he grabs your arm and pulls you close to him.

The men that stayed take a step forward, but stop walking when you punch John square in the face. He stumbles back and holds his hand over his nose as blood covers his face. When he looks at you, he looks at you with fear.

"What are you gonna do now that I'm not scared to hit you? Huh?" You ask as you walk towards him and he stumbles back. "Here's what you're gonna fucking do," you say as you grab him and push him against the wall.

"You're gonna leave me alone. You're gonna get out of my life and Olives life and if you ever come near me or her ever again, I will not show your any mercy and I will beat the absolute shit out of you. Do not try to test me, John. Just leave," you say before letting him go.

He quickly makes his way to the door. "Psychotic whore," he mumbles before leaving.

Tony quickly grabs him before he can leave the room. "Sorry I think my ears might be a little clogged or something," he says as he sticks his finger in his ear and wiggles it a bit. "Did I hear that right?"

"I didn't say anything," John says.

"You didn't? Did you guys hear something?" Tony asks Steve and Sam.

"Yea I heard something," Sam says as he walks closer to John with Steve close behind him.

"I'm just saying what she is," John says with a shrug.

"And what exactly is that?" Steve asks and John laughs nervously as he scratches his head.

"A whore," he simply states.

Before they have a chance to respond, Bucky turns John around to face him and punches him straight across his face causing him to smack against the wall.

John stands back up and you can clearly see that his jaw is out of place.

"Watch your mouth," Bucky says calmly before walking over to you.