The story ends here.
I write it because I'm having a hard time now actually, all alone.
But my writing style is always fanfic so I use another idol again to write out a life that I actually want.
Trying to imagine a life I want so much.
With a more solid and physical goal that I could actually achieve in real life.
I really want to leave actually.
Leaving everything behind and look for the real me now.
Because being here really suffocates me.
It's stopping me from doing what I want.
Stopping me from doing what I can actually do.
What I wrote in this story about Rong Rong is real, is the real me.
But except for the part of how my depression is, the rest are all just imagination.
I hope;
I sincerely hope everyone can know how to separate your work and personal life.
Remember how to spend time with yourself.
Don't devote your 24 hours into your work, your career.
Take out at least that few hours to let yourself breathe and think.
I hope all of you can truly met someone you love too;
And someone who would love you so much.
Who love you for your true self.
It is hard to meet someone like that.
But have that kind of hope.
And start loving yourself first.
Everything takes time.
It takes time.
I hope the best for all of you.
Really.
