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Hailey's POV

I felt used.

I told him I liked him and he didn't say anything about it. He just silenced me

And why is he still in the car. It's been like 20 minutes.

I didn't even cum. Did he even notice?

I watched Brianna and Lucas layed up in each others arm.
That was romance. I don't know what we have. Are we even boyfriend and girlfriend?

"Yuh good" geo asked coming up to me and I smiled a little.

"Yes..u" I asked and he smiled back sitting not too far away from me.

"Mi good man" he lifted the cup and I nodded.

Right.

"Cool" I said with my bag in hand.

"You guys aren't ready?" I asked and they all agreed yes. They're all going to the club later but I'm not in the mood for clubbing..especially after what happened.

"You ready" I looked up from my phone and saw Christian standing over me.

He picked up my bag and put a hand out to help me up but I got up by myself.

I walked in front of him and got in the front putting the carseat way back. I was tired.

I know it's not a long ride away from home but I wish it was.

"Yuh not playing anything?" He aksed and I shook my head no. I put my hand over my head trying to fall asleep.

But I didn't.

No matter how hard I tried these thoughts were coming into my head rent fucking free.

We reached back to his apartment and the road seemed busy so maybe I'll get a taxi pretty quickly I thought.

I tried opening the door but he stopped me.

I looked over at him.

"What's wrong with you" he asked still holding unto my arm.

"Nothing I'm just tired" I said partially lying. I was kind of exhausted

"Yeah I'm not bumb...be straight with me...did I do something wrong" he asked and I feel his grip getting firmer. I pulled my arm away.

"I said nothing!" I didn't mean to yell.

He didn't say anything.

"Now can I please go" I asked not wanting to be in his presence anymore.

"No tell me what is the problem" he must do but the child's lock. Is this man locking me in his car.

"Christian me wi scream enuh" I said and he chuckled humourlessly and that look took over his face. I never liked that look.

"The fuck...something is clearly wrong and me a try find out and yah talk bout yah go scream" he said and I suddenly felt myself getting emotional.

"Your literally holding fucking hostage in here" I said and I heard him kiss his teeth.

"Pussyhole gwan den" he said in a unlike tone of his. His whole demeanor has changed.

Wow.

I got out of the car and slammed his door so hard you would think it would break. Petty, I didn't care.

I quickly walked out of the lot unto the main road trying to reach home. It didn't take too long to get a car.

I got home and my grandmother didn't say a word to me. I didn't tell her I was going to the beach. I didn't even care to explain myself.

Please I don't know what I did or say but I'm sorry-9:55pm.

Another phone call came in again.

I didn't answer.

"Just stop yuh fuckery nuh and answer me" he said in a harsh tone. I listen to the voice note and roll my eyes.

My phone buzzed and buzzed until I couldn't take it anymore.

I finally decided to answer him because he clearly  doesn't know when to stop.

"Yes" I let out a breath of air.

"Talk to me" he said. I wasted no time

"Christian I told you I liked you earlier and you didn't even say anything about it..and mi not even did cum..yuh notice dat?" I asked pathetically. Unanswered questions like these bothers me you know.

I soon heard laughter on the other end of the phone. See he thinks am a joke.

"Hailey yuh really vex jah jah....weh you think?" I heard him say.

"I don't know..I just think that my feelings aren't reciprocated" I said not caring if he thinks it's silly. I wanted to hear it. I needed to hear it.

The went silent for a moment.

"Listen I understand...though I  thought it couldn't be more obvious that I want you" he said and I  roll my eyes.

"And I'm sorry about earlier, I never meant to speak to you like that I was just frustrated with the way you were acting".

"You just need to talk to me alright I don't read minds.." he said in a sarcastic tone.

"Whatever...so you're my boyfriend right" I asked and though it  sounded childish I just wanted to establish what we're doing.

I heard him laugh again. Whew! I just loved being his comedic relief.

"Yes I'm your man..so what about your family?" He asked.

"What about vivian" I asked, I wanted to make that issue clear too.

"What about her...nothing is going on between us" he said blatantly.

"I don't care anymore...I'm going to tell my grandmother and my dad eventually... though it may risk my chances of going to collage" I laughed unamusingly.

"Well I'll always be here" he said  reassuringly. Hopefully.

"The fenural is tomorrow" he then said out of nowhere.

"You want me to come" I asked unsure if  I would be welcome.

"No...but I can pick you up after though.." I met his mom, her, his friends, why couldn't I be there.

"Okay" I said trying to hide my embarrassment.

"I just don't  want to expose you to certain people" he said to soften the blow. I  didn't understand.

"What?" Whatever that means.

"You won't understand..I'll pick you up after" he said and though he doesn't want me there. I still felt happy about seeing him tomorrow.

The call later ended and my grandmother entered my room.

She came in and sat on my bed.

"I'm listening" she said and I know that tone.  She's serious.

"Ma what?" I asked and she kissed her teeth.

"Don't what me..you a mi only grand and me and yuh nah live under the same roof and me nuh know wah a happen in a yuh life" she said and the truth was right on the tip of my tongue. Here goes it. I wasn't prepared to tell her the truth so quickly.

"Well I'm seeing someone" I said and she looked at me knowingly. I know she knew but I didn't know what else to say to her.

"So can I meet the young man..." she looked at me for an answer but I didn't know about that part.

"If he h-has the time." My eyes couldn't meet hers.

"Mm well let me know when he decides to" she said and walked away. Good part about it that he doesn't look his age.

Maybe they'll look pass his age and occupation and see that he's a nice guy.

I really hoped they'd do.

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