screaming & crying & throwing up

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(this one was originally written as a song but im putting it on here bc i like it and its my book ok)


changed the way i dressed

cause i thought you'd be impressed

if i looked more like the girls at your school

driving me insane, but you're driving me home

oh all the things for you that i've done

touch ever soft yet the sharpest of words

everything you're doing to me somehow hurts


and maybe i'm the heartbreaker

maybe i ruined you

but don't you forget

how you ruined me too

what good were you for me

and what was i to you

did you even love me

or was that a lie too


thought i wouldn't hear

but word travels fast

sorry i couldn't make this one last

back and forth, tug of war

fighting just to be heard

while we were both screaming we didn't hear the words


white lies and blurred lines

a mess beyond control

heartbreaks and mistakes

if i could undo it all

i can't say i would

cause what you never understood

was that i lost me to get you


so maybe i'm the heartbreaker

maybe i ruined you

but don't forget how you drowned me

dragged me under and beneath you

you were no good to me

and i was just a girl to you

but don't you forget

my heart was broken too

𝐥𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐳𝐞 - poetryWhere stories live. Discover now