I love you so much I hope you believe it too (discontinued sorry *~*)

Pain

Kuvira pulled up her pants buckling her belt before sitting back down and putting on her uniform top "That was amazing as usual my love" you sat in bed in a robe half-naked under the sheets

"Yeah it was just... swell" pure disappointment laced your words "what's with you.." Kuvira scooted over to you her hand caressing your cheek "Don't tell me you are still sad about me leaving you behind" Kuvira chuckled

You rolled your eyes and scoffed "you wish. I'm happy to be home alone" you got out of the bed sheets and walked towards the bathroom "at least I won't have to share a bed with a terrible woman"

Kuvira grabbed your arm tugging you back "don't tell me you're still upset about what I said last night. I said I was sorry and then gave you head for the rest of the night"

"You think some half-assed apology... and the really good head is just gonna fix the things you said" Kuvira scoffed and let go of your arm standing up and walking away

"Yeah, I think technically it should. Especially after you said all those hurtful things to me" you could feel your chest tighten

"your right and I'm sorry. But.. that isn't an excuse to say those horrible things either " you bit your lip as Kuvira looked at you her head cocked at you "and then you.." you gripped your robe tight remembering how she touched you

It felt disgusting you hated it more than anything "then I did what y/n. Show my burning desire for you." Kuvira chuckled menacingly "shouldn't that turn you on or something"

"Why would you think that" Kuvira pinched her brow "I don't know" she put her boots on applying the metal band to them fasting them into place

"Look I'm gonna be gone for three whole weeks and I don't want our maybe last time seeing each other to be bad okay" Kuvira stood up pushing her hair out of her face "can't we just forgive and forget"

You bit your lip as you walked towards Kuvira her hand instinctively caressed your cheek she pecks your lips softly before going in for a full kiss. Her hand ran down your back to your behind squeezing your but

Grabbing onto your thigh and lifting your leg she started grinding herself onto you. You tried to pull but Kuvira was bent on keeping your lips together "Uhm don't you have someone where to be"

"They can wait" Kuvira tried to press your lips against hers once more "but we already had sex"

"We'll I want to have sex again"

"but-." Kuvira interrupted you "you know if you don't like to have sex with me you could just say so. I'll leave and we won't ever have to have sex again"  she turned away from you crossing her arms

"What why... no it's okay we can have sex.." Unknown to you a smirk had crawled onto Kuvira's face

"Just not now. I need to be alone.." Kuvira's head snapped back her face full of surprise "have a safe trip" you walked into the bathroom closing it behind you and locking the door

You felt as if your heart was in your throat. Cool tears ran down your cheeks

And everything felt like hell it seemed as if your once heaven has turned into a nightmare