I walked out of there feeling rather gloomy. I did not want to think about that fateful day, but I couldn't help it...
I was on the ninth cloud. I was going to surprise Drake, he was not expecting me to come until Friday. He was going to be so psyched. I couldn't help but giggle to myself. I was going to see him after two whole months. I was wearing his favorite color dress on me, and I was quite proud of myself. It was a dark red color and it fit my body like a second skin. I personally thought it looked a little bit slutty, but it was Drake's favorite.
I was such a fool back then.
I walked up to his house and reached up to knock the door, but thought otherwise. I slowly turned the knob and was happy to find it to be unlocked. Great!!
I tiptoed up to his room. I didn't see his mom in the kitchen, so I thought she had probably left for work already.
I stood in front of his room. Fixed up my hair and dress and grinned widely. I was beyond excited. I was so immersed in my own bubble that I did not even pay attention to the grunts coming from inside his room. I burst inside his room screaming at the top of my lungs "TA DA!!".
And the sight I saw shocked me to my core. I just stood there gaping at my sister and my boyfriend in bed together. Naked. The shock on Drake's face would have caused me to double over in laughter if not for the current situation. And the last blow to my already shattered heart was the smug smile on my sister's face at my hurt look. I couldn't believe it.
Nobody spoke for a whole two minutes. Gradually after the hurt, anger washed through me. I walked right up to him and slapped him hard across the face. I didn't even spare a glance towards my sister. I walked out of there picking up the pieces of my broken heart.
I snapped out of my daydream when I found Jesse shaking his hand in front of my face.
"Hey! What's wrong?? Why are you crying?" he asked with concern lacing his tone.
I reached up to my cheeks to find tears. I quickly wiped them off and gave a nervous chuckle, turning away from him.
"Pfft! I'm not crying."
"Yeah! And I'm not drop dead gorgeous", he said after some time.
"Cocky Bastard", I murmured shaking my head.
"Hey I heard that", he said poking my shoulder.
"That's why I said that idiot!" I glared at him.
"Seriously tell me what's wrong?" he asked looking into my eyes.
Why is he asking me this? I don't think he's even interested. He just wants to get into my pants. That's what they all want.
"Why the hell do you care? Rockstar" I said with a sneer.
I shoved past him and moved towards the exit. I don't know why I even agreed to come out with him. I was pulled back forcefully by my arm.
Jesse pulled me right to his chest, our faces just inches apart.
"Why do you hate me so much? Is it because I'm famous or something? Tell me what's bothering you?" he said anger evident in his tone.
I was distracted by the lack of space between us and it took a moment for me to compose myself and when I did, he was in for a treat.
I jerked myself out of his grasp and pushed him away from me.
"Why are you so interested in me? I don't know what you are playing at? But for the love of god
! Please leave me alone. I don't hate you. I just..." I dint know how to tell this to him.
"Look, if you want something from me, I'm sorry you're not going to get it. Like you said I bet there are thousands of girls willing to help you out. If you are looking for some kind of chase please go find someone else. I'm ju-"
"What do you mean I'm not going to get it?" he interrupted me confusion clear on his face.
"You just want to sleep with me and fling me aside-"
"WHAT?!" he bellowed.
"What kind of a person do you think I am? I just wanted to get to know you, but if you have a problem with that then fine, sorry for the misunderstanding. It was nice meeting you, I'll tell Ralph to drop you and your friend home. Goodbye" he said and walked away scowling with his hands in his pockets.
Well good for me. I thought I would be happy to be finally away from him. But I couldn't help the guilt slowly creeping in. I hope I didn't hurt him. What if he was telling the truth...
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