Teachers secret // mature //

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Song for this chapter!

Kiss It Better - Rihanna

First-person perspective

- Victoria Lawson -

I kiss Robert goodbye and watch as his car drives away.

I walk into the house, trying to get to my bedroom ASAP.

Just as I think I successfully made it to my room, "Where have you been?!" My mum yells.

I can't be mad at her for feeling this way, I mean she doesn't know a thing.

"Nowhere, it's fine," I tell her, turning back to my room.

"Whose shirt are you wearing? Where the fuck were you? I messaged you like fifty times!" She almost screams.

"Ma'... I have a pounding headache, I literally just threw up, can I please get into my room?" I sigh and lean against the wall, she glares at me like she's about to explode or something.

"No, you cannot, answer my question! Whose shirt is that? Is that a man's shirt? Victoria Hailey Lawson, answer me before I lose my shit!"

I fucking hate it when she uses my full name, not because I hate it or anything it's actually an okay full name, it's just that my mum only uses it when I'm in deep shit.

I ignore her and continue to enter my room, closing the door. Matt and Noel sit on my bed.

"Victoria! Don't you walk away from me!" She yells again, following after me, I sit against my door. "Open this door now!" she rattles the door knob.

I rub my aching forehead, "What the fuck do you want to hear Ma? That I'm dating now? That I have a boyfriend?" I ask.

She goes quiet.

Oh shit. I worriedly look up at Matt and Noel and they stare at me with wide eyes.

"You're dating?" she finally asks.

"I personally thought I was obvious, I mean the randomly ignoring your love life and all of that shit, I'm not twelve, I don't randomly feel better about everything" Of course she didn't notice anything I mean she's too busy fucking with her baby Jay.

"Who is he?" she asks.

"Please just leave me alone" I plead.

"Who the fuck is he?!" she asks banging on the door again.

"No one for fuck sake" I close my eyes, resting my head against my door. I look over at Matt and Noel, "Please help".

They immediately sit next to me.

"Aunt Jade just leave her alone, please" Noel says politely. I hear my Aunt Coraline mumble something.

"No! She's been gone all night and now she suddenly comes home with no explanation? Is she even fucking a virgin anymore?" My mum shouts.

"Ew, what the fuck?!" I yell back, she bangs on the door again.

"Victoria, open this door and tell me who the fuck this boy is, right now or I'll find out myself".

I scoff to myself, "Yeah right..." she bangs again, trying to open the door, hopeless really, how the fuck is she going to push the lot of us.

I'm fine with living and rotting away in my room, honestly, I just need my daily dose of Robert and we are good.

"Keep fucking going, Victoria, I dare you, you're a fucking little shit! You know that? A little shit". This all isn't anything I haven't heard before.

My mother tries to act all innocent and pure but she acts like this, I understand she has trauma but why is she dumping it on me? Mentally ill bitch, I tell her I love her so much and she's my everything one day and then the next she fucking is screaming at me. Half the time it's because I'm lazy or something but like all the mess around the house is literally hers, my mess is only in my room. I am not her fucking slave.