''You'll Be The Death Of Me'' - Robin Arellano

Chapter 10 - Regrets

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~''You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late.''~

~Timbaland

Julie's pov

I woke up in the morning feeling like shit. Yesterday was hell. I didn't saw Finney so he must've been downstairs. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself. I had red puffy eyes. I got ready and headed downstairs. I saw Finney and Gwen sitting at the kitchen table. I didn't want to start a show so I got an apple and walked out the door heading to school. As I walked I saw the missing posters of Robin. I started tearing up. I walked into the school. Heading to my lockers someone grabbed my arm shoving me hard into the lockers. ,,What the fuck do you want asshole'' ,,Oh. Will our pretty little princess start crying because his prince is probably dead'' ,, Fuck off Matthew'' I said pulling away my arm heading to my lockers. My first lesson was geography. I went into the room as usually and went to the corner. Finn was sitting with donna again. He didn't even looked at me. The lesson started but I couldn't focus. I zoned out looking at the seat beside me where Robin used to sit. Is he ok? Is he even alive? What happened to Bruce and the others? ,,Julie I think it's better for you if you go to the nurses office. I know you and Robin were close'' the teacher interrupted my thoughts. I nodded and got up heading out the door. I walked into the nurses office. ,,Hi Julie. I know everything. Come here'' she hugged me and while tears were streaming down my eyes. ,,You still love him. Don't you?'' I nodded. ,,Okay I'll tell the teachers that you don't feel well and that you are staying here'' ,,Thank you Jane'' she smiled and walked out the doorI stayed there till school ended. I knew Finney and Gwen wouldn't want to walk home with me so I went alone and the longer way. Will Finney ever forgive me? Or even Gwen? I was lost in my thoughts when suddenly a man came out from a van dropping his groceries. ,,Oh look at this mess. I'm really clumsy. Would you mind handing me my hat?''

Gwen's pov

Julie walked downstairs. She grabbed an apple and walked out the door leaving me and Finn behind. I felt bad. After we were done eating breakfast we headed out the door. As I walked into the school I saw Matthew talking with Julie. She pulled away her arms and walked to her locker. What did he want from her? I swear I'm gonna kill him if he does anything to her. Finn went to his class and I went to mine. I just hoped that after school I catch Julie so I could talk to her. I felt bad for her. She just did what she felt was right. I can't blame her. I would've done the same. My first lesson was history. God I hate that. I just hope the day will be over soon.

Finney's pov

I woke up looking over at Julie who was still sleeping. I got ready and went downstairs making breakfast. Gwen walked down shortly after me. We sat down at the table and I hoped that Julie would join us so I could apologize to her. But she grabbed an apple and went out the door. After me and Gwen finished we went to school. I said bye to Gwen and went to my locker. As I walked into class I saw Julie sitting alone in the corner. I felt bad I wanted to go to her but I was already with Donna. We sat down and the teacher started talking. After a few minutes the teacher told Julie to go to the nurses office because of everything that happened. I watched her walking out with teary eyes. I felt really guilty. Fuck I'm a bad brother. After that I couldn't focus on the lesson anymore. I was thinking about Julie. Will she ever forgive me? My thoughts were interrupted by the bell ringing. I got up and went to the door when the teacher asked me to stay. ,,Finn I know it's hard for all of you that Robin is not here anymore. Please look after Julie. I think she is taking it the worst'' I nodded and went to the next classroom. I didn't saw Julie so I assumed she was still in the nursery. The day went by and after the last lesson I went to look for Gwen and Julie. I found Gwen but I didn't found Julie. ,,Do you think she went home?'' ,,I don't know. I hope she did'' I said and we started to walk home. On the way home we saw a strange looking man closing his van door. He looked at us smilling and went into the driver seat. Strange. As we walked into the house I looked for Julie but I couldn't find her anywhere. ,,Maybe she just went on a walk to clear her head'' I said to Gwen so she wouldn't freak out. Innerly I was freaking out. Where could she be? Is she at the park or still in school? I just hope she'll be back soon. I need to talk to her.
Time skip 2 hours
She still wasn't at home. Dad just came home but he didn't even asked where she was. He didn't care. He never did. Not about us. He cared about the beer or vodka but not about his own kids. I was reading a book when the doorbell rang. I went to open it. It was Jane the school nurse. ,,Hi, Julie left her backpack in school. I came to give it back.'' ,,Thank you. Do you know where she went after school? Because she didn't come home yet'' ,,Well she told me she'll walk home alone because something happened with you guys. But she should be home till now'' ,,Oh god. No. This can't be happening.'' Jane already knew what I was talking about. Shit now I really fucked up being a big brother.
Julie where are you?

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Hi. This is the end of chapter ten. The drama is slowly coming.