"I'm not even gon lie, Ny'Asia been looking real good." I hear Shaio say as Che comes out the bathroom and nods. "I had a crush on her way before Amiri had her..what, y'all just seen her?" Che says as Shaio goes on about how we seen her in the study room before I interrupt him. "Y'all niggas gon stop talking bout my ex?" I say as I put on my shoes and look in the mirror. "Listen I'ma be a real nigga and tell you..you messed up bad time on her." Che says as Shaio nods and I sigh. "Y'all don't think I already know that?..damn." I mumble and adjust my locs before walking out the room. "Y'all niggas really bring back the flashbacks."
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"So what you hit me up for?" I sit on Makai's couch as she comes out her kitchen smirking. "Stop acting like you don't know..we both know how we feel bout eachother." She says as she sits down on my lap and starts playing with my fro. "I-I know I was texting you that night but..I was just high." I say as I try and back away but she moves closer to my face. "Ight Kai..just don't say nun to Ny..please?" She nods as I smirk and kiss her lips softly.
"Hey Kai..I brought the cak-" I heard a familiar voice behind me as I turn around and quickly cover myself. "F-fuck.. Ny'Asia..it's not what it looks like, I swear!" I try to put my clothes on as Makai tries to talk to Ny' Asia but she breaks down crying. "Ny..come on, you know I love you like really." I say as I wrap my arms around her waist but she pushes me away quickly. "Amiri, you know that ever since I met you I've been alone. My family not even supporting me in college, I've been working nonstop, I still have to turn my work in on time while I have been having sleepless nights." She says before she tosses my hoodie and runs out the house.
It took me a while to realize what just happened but once it all came together, I started to sob as I took my things and left out the house. I don't know what got into me, I had no reason to cheat, and Ny'Asia was so good to me even though she told me she had never been in a real relationship. I walked down the street as I felt rain start to pour down on me. It felt like the world was just trying to crash down on me as I start to get a sick feeling in my stomach. I really fucked up bad.
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Ny'Asia and I's break up was kinda a shock to the whole campus, even the teachers thought we were cute together. I tried apologizing to her a few times but she would never would listen. Over the past few years, I continued to focus hard on my music career and I became cool with a few people like Che and Shaio since we all have the same interests in the music industry. Them niggas are like little kids but I still love them.
Exams were over after this stressful week so of course someone had to throw a party. I was asked to perform my recent song Geneva since it was getting really popular. Many people came to the conclusion that it was about Ny'Asia but I just denied it even though it kinda was. It was based off of a small apology note I made for her a while back but I didn't give it to her since I knew she wouldn't take it nor read it. It was no point.
"Nigga get yo ass up. I'm tryna get in to see the bad bitches before Tyreek take them all." Che says as I quickly get out my thoughts and check myself in the mirror, laughing. "You already know Kobe got at least 5 bitches tryna follow him already..let's go." I say, walking out the bathroom before hearing Che groan. "That nigga always tryna take the bitches up..let me have some damn," He says as Shaio gets up and starts agreeing. These niggas rizz must not be working if Kobe the one taking all the hoes cause he don't even be tryna talk to girls. I shake my head and get my keys, walking out the dorm as the boys follow behind. ︎︎ "Hey Keke." I walk through the door and give her a small hug as she hugs me and pulls away. "Thanks for actually letting me perform again." I say as she nods and smiles. "Of course Amiri! Plus I think it will give Ny'Asia a chance to hear the song since..she's not big on social media but I heard she's here tonight. I watch her peak out the side curtain and nod. "Yeah, she is..looking real fine too." She says moving away from the door to face me. "I'm not really worried about her hearing it though..she won't care." I mumble as Keke pats my back and walks to Che and Shaio.
"So..you live in Atlanta or?" I look at the boy infront of me as I roll my eyes. "You've been trying to make conversation for almost an hour..just stop cause I'm not interested." I say, taking my cup and walking over to Kayla. "That nigga really over there feening." She says as I nod and she starts laughing loudly. "Gotta hit him with the..'you thought I was feelin you'." She says and continues laughing while I give her a smile and shake my head. "Girl you should've seen his fa-." Kayla pauses as we look on the stage and see someone talking in the microphone. "Y'all better give it up for my nigga rich amiri." The girl says on the stage as Kayla and I both look at each other.
"So that nigga rap name is rich amiri?" I hear Kayla mumble as I nod and laugh. "I lowkey forgot about that but from what I remember yeah." I say as I nod to the beat. The sample for the song wasn't bad so I'm thinking he improved on his rapping. "Who the fuck is a Geneva and who named they child that." I hear Kayla say before I cover my mouth to hide my laughter. "Girl..I don't know but this song surely ain't bout me." I mumble.
A few hours after, Kayla ran off to go talk to her boo while I was just sitting at the bar. I was really trying to avoid that guy cause..I most definitely was not feeling him. "So..you fuck with the song?" I hear a deep voice say as I take a sip from my drink and continue to look forward. "Listen if it's you again, I don't wanna talk to you, now watch out fore' I hit you with the 'You thought I was feelin yo-'" I say and turn my head as I see someone with blonde locs. I couldn't see much of his feature cause there was barley light but I know that's Amiri.
"O-oh shit- I'm so sorry..I-I thought you were this other guy." I mumbled and took a sip from my drink again, looking forward. I heard him laugh a little as he asked me the question again. "So..did you like the song..?" He said as I continued to look forward. "Yeah, it was cute. We gang." I say, looking at him as he nods slowly. "But real shit, I'm sorry for what I did Ny-" He starts off as I stop him. "Listen, you did what you did..it's been like 3 years. I have forgave you." I seen his face light up. "That don't mean you getting me back." I say as Chase, Shaio, and Tyreek come over. "Hey y'all." I stand up to give them each a hug as they compliment my outfit.
"So like Ny'Asia..when you gon let me have your number?" I hear Chase say as I smile and look at him. "This is the first time you asked me..have you even turned eighteen yet?" I say as he starts to get upset. "Uhm, in a few months." He says back as I laugh and nod. "I'm sorry, but I'll think about it Che." I say before giving him a quick hug, making him cheese nonstop. "You listen to my music?!" Chase says as I nod. "Yeah, a little." I mumble as he starts jumping and I laugh. "It's getting late though, I think ima head home." I say, getting my purse and heading out.
While I was walking outside, it started to rain but my car wasn't so far so I just decided to keep walking. "Yo Ny'Asia." I hear someone say behind me as I stop and turn around watching the blonde catch up. "I wanted to walk you to your car since you know..it's dark." Amiri says as I nod. "Yeah, I know." I mumble and continue walking. "I hope you know I'm not tryna do all this to get back with you." He says in a low voice as I roll my eyes and laugh. "Sure Amiri." I say as I stop at my car and look at him. "Well..we here now-." I start off before I feel him pull me into a hug. "Take care Ny'Asia, get home safe." He says after he pulls away and starts running back to the building.
