Dark Of The Moon || Optimus Prime

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟔

"We're here so get out from the car." The driver said and he was being super rude but i didn't care about it right now. 

I took the most deepest breath and i stopped next to the car.

"You want me to go first?" Sam asked and placed his hand on my shoulder and i just nodded to him because i wasn't ready to say goodbye. Sam walked past of me and i stared him but then my eyes traveled to Optimus.
If we're speaking straight... I'm scared... I'm scared about losing him, i'm scared to be alone, i'm scare if i'm not strong enough without him, who will listen all my worries and give me the most greatest solutions? I don't know this feeling but i've never felt it before.  I'm angry, i'm sad and scared but there is still one feeling i don't know what it is.

I see Sam walking back and i noticed that he cried but it wasn't surprise. He nodded to me and i nodded back. I felt the anxienty rush all over my body but i took my first step. I looked all of them but my eyes wandered to Optimus. This feeling... Love? It can't be. It would be ridiculous. Right? He's... He's a robot.

I scoffed a little bit.

"Check the nitrogen levels. We're booking out of here." One of the Autobot's said.

"Prime..." I said to him.

I never call him Prime...

"What your leaders say is true. This was all my fault." Optimus said to me.

"Stop... It was your fault." I said and i already started to feel tears in my eyes.

"No, i told them whom to trust. I was so wrong." Optimus said and looked at me.

"It wasn't your fault. We all make mistakes. Optimus, please." I said.

"Remember this. You may lose your faith in us, but never in yourselves." Optimus said to me.

I felt the tears roll down on my cheeks.

"But i have my faith in you... Only you." I said to him and i felt my heart drop but then my arm started to sting and i remembered.

"Tell me how you're gonna fight back. You need to come back. I know you and that there is a plan." I said to him and he looked at me but i didn't see that heroic spark in his eyes.

"You know that you can tell me anything." I said.

"There is no plan. " Optimus said.

I looked the ground and i tried to gather my strenght.

"But how are we gonna live if we just do what they want?" I ask.

"You are something i've never had in my life, Yn. You're something i never want to lose. You are so important and you always will be." Optimus said and lowered himself closer to me.

I was about to speak but Optimus spoke first.

"But your leaders have spoken. From here, the fight will be your own." Optimus said and was about to turn away from me.

"Don't you dare to leave me here! Optimus! " I said and i ran infront of him and he stopped and looked at me.

"You know you're the most important in my life and you are leaving? I can't live without you! What if i'm not strong enough without you?" The tears rolled down my cheeks.

"You're strong and you will be with me or without me. You're not alone 'cause the feelings we share are the same but you know we have to go and it's not easy. The memories we've shared will be there forever." Optimus said and walked past me.

"We're loading up." Optimus commanded.

I looked down the ground and i tried to get myself together. I knew that he needed to go but it's not fair.

I noticed Bee walking closer to me.

"We're gonna do whatever we can. Make it like it was. You will always be my friend, Y/n. I gotta be going on. " Bee said.

"I love you, buddy. Take care about yourself and Optimus." I said to Bee.

Bee whirred happily and stood up and turned around.

I didn't know if i should do this or can i? Is this allowed?

"Bee?" I asked and he turned to look at me and whirred.

Tear rolled down my cheek.

"Tell Optimus that i love him too." I tried to smile.

Bee whirred happily but still there was a sad tone.

I walked closer to the railing and i placed my left hand over my eyes. My eyes were stinging and i tried to catch breath.

"Years from now, they're gonna ask us, Where were you when they took over the planet? We're gonna say, We just stood by and watched." Simmons said behind me but i didn't want to look at him.

They started to pack all the things and prepare the rocket and even the sun started to set.

"Miss! I need you to come out of there!" Some staff member yelled to me.

I started to walk and someone pointed me to walk towards the cars. They drove us back to the base. I went up on some platform.  I crossed my arms and i looked the rocket which was far away.

"We're gonna start the countdown!" Someone yelled.

Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one, zero.

And then the rocket's engines went on and the rocket started to rise. I saw how it raised in the sky and my eyes were red and puffy but then my phone started to ring.

"You happy now? You got your answers so leave me alone." I said to Dylan.

"I always get what i want, Y/n. We just needed to be sure." Dylan said to me.

"Sure of what?" I asked confused.

"That they would go without a fight." Dylan said

"What do you mean?!" I almost yelled and i looked back to the sky.

"What did you do?!" I asked from Dylan.

"What i needed to." Dylan said and my eyes went wide open.

The rocket blew off and went many pieces.

I dropped my phone to the ground.

"No...NO." I started to breath quicker.

"No... I.. SHIT!" I yelled and the Dylan's Decepticon finally left from my wrist.

"It can't... Optimus..." I said and tears felt down my cheeks. My heart jumped up to my throat and i couldn't breath. My throat was burning.

"NO!" I yelled and i started to cry. My legs felt numb and i fell to the ground on my knees. I couldn't say anything.

I felt hands on my shoulders and Sam kneeled in front of me. He hugged me and he had tears in his eyes.

"It's all their fault. It wouldn't have happened if they didn't expel them! And now he's dead... They're all dead." I cried on Sam's shoulder.

"I know." Sam whispered.

"It hurts... I can't breath." I sounded awful while i cried my eyes out and i tried to catch a breath.

"I... I didn't even got to say that i really care about him." I  said to Sam.

"It's love, Y/n. Love." Sam whispered to me.

"I know." I cried even more.