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「 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗧𝗬𝗣𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗦𝗦 」
015 - Eren Pov - ༻✧༺༻✧༺
➸ It was now past midnight, if you didn't wake up before the sun rose they were planning on transferring you...
I sat still, holding onto your hand as the monitors beeped continuously.
"Wake up, I'm begging you."
Again, I found myself begging. Only you had the privilege of ever getting those words out of me. I continued to beg by your side until Armin came into the room holding my dinner.
"Hey," he spoke, holding the hot hospital food in his hands. "How's she doing?" He looked down at you, then back at me.
"They want to transfer her soon..."
"It's that bad?"
I looked away from him, "she did loose a lot of blood."
Armin winced at my words as he looked down at your unconscious body. "She'll be fine, don't worry." He put a hand over my shoulder trying to reassure me...it did nothing to help.
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The clock hit 2am, Armin left an hour ago so I was alone with my thoughts. I sat there and prayed, I prayed knowing damn well god wouldn't answer those prayers—not after what I've done.
But I still tried, I hoped that somewhere, something, would hear me and grant my wishes.
My eyes grew heavy. I didn't want to fall asleep, in fact, I refused to. What if you wake up when I'm asleep? The guilt that would pile in my heart would be enough to kill me.
I can't have that.
So I stayed awake. I waited, and waited...I kept waiting. Hoping for some sort of sign, something that would indicate you waking up soon.
And then it happened.
If I wasn't paying such close attention to the rise and fall of your chest I might've missed it—your finger twitched. Not a single part of your body moved during our two day stay here. But when I saw that, my heart raced.
I didn't want to get my hopes up so I continued to watch.
It happened again.
Three more fingers moved, a restricted movement but it was still movement in the end. I sat there, my heart pounding out of my chest. If you woke up then I'd be the happiest man alive. The silent room accompanied by the reacquiring beeps of monitors brought a sense of pain.
Please wake up.
"[y/n], it's me, please wake up..."
"I promise to tell your everything, if you would just wake up."
"I swear on my life that nothing will ever happen to you—ever again."
Somehow, my words were heard because as I laid my head by your side you whispered, "E-Eren?" The sound of your angelic voice almost brought me to tears.
"[y/n]!"
I jumped into a hug, making sure not to squeeze too tight. "Oh my fucking god, you're awake. I fucking missed you!" I tried to hold back but I felt that the moment I let go you'd disappear again.
"Eren, what's going on?" Your voice cracked as you looked around the room.
"Shh, don't speak. I need to call the nurse."
Fear entered your eyes, "nurse? Eren what happened?!" You held onto my shirt, stopping me from leaving the room. My heart shattered. Looking at the distressed look on your bruised face made countless feelings bubble up inside of me.
"Eren, where are you going? Where am I?"
Confusion filled your features as you looked around the room. You tried getting up, but that movement caused you to wince in pain.
"[y/n] lay down, please." I laid her back down onto the pillow. Her eyes shifted around the room at record speeds. Did she really not know where she is right now? Regardless, I needed to inform someone of you sudden consciousness.
"Eren..don't leave me..."
I kissed your forehead, "I'll be back. Don't worry princess." I immediately ran out of the room in search for a nurse. I didn't want to leave you alone for too long in fear of you loosing your mind over my absence.
In the white solemn halls of the hospital, I locked eyes with Cassandra. Running towards her the fastest I've ever ran in my life.
"She's awake!"
"She fucking awake!"
Cassandra looked at me with wide eyes, shock evident on her features. "Who's awake?"
"[Y/N]!" I yelled out, I needed her ass in that room now.
She registered my words and ran alongside me into your room. Once we got there, you were sitting up on the bed, fear trained on your features. You noticed my presence, looking towards me with a certain sadness in your eyes.
"I'm here princess." I whispered in your ear as Cassandra checked your vitals. My sudden touch caused you to flinch in my arms, my heart constricted with sadness along with anger.
If those fucks weren't already dead, I would've hunted them down and have them hell for what they caused.
I looked back at the nurse as she finished checking your vitals, a smile made its way on her lips. "Looks like she's fine. You've got a fighter on your hands." I looked back at you with the brightest grin I've had in years.
"You're okay."
I hugged your frame as I continued to whisper in your ear.
"You're safe."
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