A Touch of Sunshine (gxg)

Part 13

On Friday morning Jillian and I found each other on campus.

"Are you by chance going to The Raven tonight?" I asked her.

"I have a meeting with my soccer team, so not tonight. Are you going there?" she asked me.

"Yes." I nodded, "With Ellie and a couple of friends."

"Well...my meeting isn't going to last all night." Jillian gave me a smile, "Come by if you want."

"I think I will." I said, giving Jillian a smile as well.

Ever since we had sex the first time, I hadn't been able to get it out of my head. Sex with Abel was adventurous, fun, and risky. It was hot. We could get caught and it was all new. But sex with Jillian was different- in a good way. She was getting to know my body, she cared about me, and it didn't feel like a quick fuck. With Abel, I knew I wasn't the only one on her mind. With Jillian- I was.

I had told my mother that I wouldn't be coming home that night, I would be staying with Ellie. She said she already knew, she had spoken to my Aunt.

After class, Ellie and I got dinner together on campus- just the two of us, in the dining hall.

"This is nice." she said to me, digging into her roast chicken, "We don't get to spend too much time together, just us."

"I'm glad we are." I said, "And I didn't expect dinner on campus to be this tasty."

"It's good, isn't it?" Ellie nodded, "And Lucy- I just wanted to let you know that if you decide you want to stay with Jillian tonight, I won't mind. I get it." she winked at me.

I felt my cheeks flush. "What do you mean?"

"Well, I'm assuming the two of you have been...intimate. And I get it. That can be hard to stay away from."

"Do you know this...from experience?" I asked, softly.

Ellie gave me a smile. "I do."

"I had no idea!" I said.

Ellie chuckled, "This past summer when I would stay at the beach, the boy lifeguarding the beach caught my eye. His name is Logan Beasley. I guess I caught his eye too. Whenever I could I would go see him. The best was at night when no one was at the beach. It's just a little bit annoying getting sand in places you don't want it."

I couldn't help but laugh. "I didn't know you've had sex. Well...at least this is something we can bond over."

"I hope you don't mind me asking." Ellie said, "Have you ever had sex with a man?"

"No." I said, "And...I am really not looking forward to having to."

Ellie looked down and shook her head. "I wonder if we can stop this somehow."

"No. I don't think we can." I said.

Ellie then looked up and gave me an encouraging smile. "So let's just enjoy tonight then?"

I nodded and smiled back.

I have to savor these nights I can enjoy. Because there may not be many more.

Anna, Leisha, Helena, Ellie, and I got ready in Ellie and Helena's room.

"This is exciting!" Leisha said, putting on some purple toned lipstick that looked gorgeous with her dark skin.

"I've never been to a bar before." Ellie said, "So I am looking forward to this."

"Really, you haven't?" Helena asked her. She looked very nice in a pair of black trousers and a black blazer to go with her. Her hair was up in a sleek bun. She looked very posh and sophisticated.