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"Kiss me back, Rai." He demanded, against my lips. I shook my head and tried to resist him but he lifted me up onto the mini table making his bulge press against my sensitive area. "Why not?" He questioned through gritted teeth.

"Ryan, this is wrong." I breathed, turning my head away. His hands were gripping my thighs and I could feel the growing heat between my legs. He scoffed. "Why is wanting you so wrong?" I didn't respond. "Look at me, Rai." He held my face and made me face him. "Don't you want me?" He questioned, furrowing his brows. My lips parted.

Of course I do-

But I want Taehyung...more-

"Don't say that. Don't make me feel as if I need to-"

"Choose?" He finished for me. "I'm not asking you to choose, Rai. I'm asking you to give me a chance."

"I need some water." I said, scooting off the table. He stepped back and I slipped past him. I knew he had an effect on me based on how I struggled with my speech. My knees felt like jelly and I could feel the beads of sweat dripping down the sides of my neck.

I held onto the fridge as I took out a bottle of water. "D-do you want anything?" I asked, turning around. He was leant against my counter watching me with hooded eyes. "I want many things, Rai." He answered, walking towards me. "I'll just have to wait a bit more for them" he said, lowering his head to my shoulder and kissing my neck.

I clenched the bottle in my hand as he leaned away and began walking towards my door. "Ryan, Wait!" He tensed. "The only reason I'm not pounding my dick into that pussy of yours is because I'm respecting your decisions." My eyes widened at his bluntness. "Don't ask me to wait." He said before walking out my door. I needed to clear my mind. This was all too overwhelming.

I placed the bottle down on the counter and began walking towards the stairs. One thing that confused me the most was why Ryan never confessed his feelings for me nor did he make a move on me- ever.

My room was dark, I never liked turning on my room lights. I had these pink fairy lights which surrounded my bed. I rubbed my dry eyes and walked towards the bathroom door.

"Did you enjoy yourself?" A voice questioned from behind me.

I flinched which made my forehead collide with my bathroom door.

"Or should I say moved on already?" Taehyung said, pressing my waist further against the door. "W-what are you doing here?" I asked still in shock that he was in my bedroom the entire time-

"Listening." He whispered down my neck. "Listening to my woman trying to move on from me."

"You're drunk." I said, turning around so I that could face him. We were surrounded by darkness but I could still make out his features. "Drunk?" He repeated, running his fingers up my throat. I could smell the alcohol on him. I pushed him away and began walking towards my light switch before flipping them. I squinted before looking over at him.

His hair was a mess over his forehead and his skin had a thin layer of sweat making him look glossy. My eyes glanced down at his exposed chest. "Button up your shirt and leave- but- don't drive." I said averting my gaze from his chest.
Fuck, stop it!

I glanced over beside my bed to see an empty bottle which looked like an alcohol brand. Too expensive for me to know of.
"You shouldn't be dr-" I began whilst walking towards it but he grabbed my arm before and pulled me back.

"It was empty." He suddenly said making me furrow my brows. "What?" I asked.

"The room, Rai. I bought it to see how you'd react to me sleeping with another woman." He confessed. He tugged me closer to him so that my chest pressed against him. "I can't look at another woman without thinking about you." He mumbled looking down at my lips. His face suddenly became cold and his jaw tightened. "But here you are-" he said, stepping forward so that I would stumble back. "With another man."

"Strip." He demanded.

My eyes widened. "W-what?"

He raised his brow at me as if I was a fool. "Undress in front of me." He repeated in a lower tone. "No, I said we couldn't do this anymore-"

A low grunt left his lips making me pause. "I am giving you five seconds to start undressing before I come and do it myself, Rai" he warned. My hands hesitantly reached for the first few buttons of my shirt. I pulled it over my head and dropped it beside my feet.

"Black lace." He said looking down at my breasts. "Was it to impress him?" He questioned. Jealousy was written all over his face.

"I have no one to impress." I said, looking up at him.

A smirk played on his lips as he lowered his head. "You have me." His hand suddenly bunched my hair and yanked my head up. "Let him touch you again, Rai, and I'll spank that sweet ass of yours raw." He warned, tightening his grip. I could see the pleasure he was getting out of just imagining it.

He released my hair and roughly dug his fingers between my stomach and jeans before unbuttoning my buttons. "What are you doing?" I asked, gripping his shoulder. I was suddenly lifted and placed on the desk beside my bathroom door.

"I'm fucking you." He said, before pulling my jeans down my thighs.

Excitement grew in me and I felt the adrenaline kicking in, but at the same time I was terrified. I remembered how he fucked me the last time he was pissed off. "Taehyung-wa-" I was cut off by my own moan when I felt his fingers press against my clothed pussy. My legs instantly wrapped around his waist allowing his fingers to press deeper.

"Fuck." I breathed out as he began to grind his fingers against me. My thin underwear was moved to the side letting him touch me raw. I hissed at the pain of his fingers sliding through my wet walls but it soon turned to pleasure.

"You're the only one I want." He groaned lowly into my neck. I gripped his shoulders harder and whimper escaped my lips.
His tongue glided between my parted lips before sucking on my bottom one. I moaned. His tongue glided between my parted lips before sucking on my bottom one. I moaned and pulled on his roots, as my tongue explored his mouth. It wasn't long until he took over and devoured my mouth like it was something he was craving. "Do you want to cum on my fingers or dick?" He hummed against my mouth.

I sighed and he kissed my throat. "Who am I to you, Rai?" He questioned, slowly pulling his fingers out. My toes curled and I felt a shiver run down my back as I reached my first orgasm. His hand wrapped around my throat and brought my attention back to him.

"Who am I to you?" He repeated.

"Who do you want to be?" I breathed out.

My eyes dropped down to his bulge when he began to take off his belt. "I want to be the only man you fuck." He said unzipping his pants. "N-nothing else?" I gulped pulling my eyes away from his crotch.

He paused before gripping my thighs and sliding me against the desk. I gasped when I felt his dick rub against my opening. "Be a good girl and spread your legs for daddy, hm?"