I instantly regretted what I had done. Fuck, what was wrong with me!? My lips were still parted in disbelief as he pulled his arm away. "Why are you quiet?" I asked, avoiding his eye contact. I flinched slightly when I heard him flick his thumb over his lighter. My eye studied him light the cigarette between his lips before exhaling the smoke.
He was so..nonchalant.
"What do you think, Rai?" he asked, placing the cigarette back between his pink lips again. "Do you think I'm him?" his right brow raised slightly as he then looked down at me. I slowly shook my head. It couldn't be! It just couldn't-
"Let's say, for argument sake that I am him. What would you do?" My cheeks warmed up at his question. "Nothing." I lied.
"Hm." he hummed and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt. My eyes traced his tattoos as they became exposed. "Do you-see me differently?" I asked. He probably thought I was a slut willingly giving my body up. "People have their reasons." he said flicking his cigarette out the window. I exhaled a breath. I wish everyone thought like he did.
Who was this guy? "Where do you work?" I questioned, just now noticing how expensive his car seemed.
"Why?" he asked, beginning to drive again, this time at a steady speed. "Because of your car." I told him. "Normal office Job." he blankly responded, and I instantly remembered when that man had told me he wanted me on his desk with his head buried between my legs. I imagined him having an office job just like Taehyung.
I wanted to go back. He made my body crave him, and now I needed more."I heard you were in pain. Are you hurt?" he asks, his eyes still on the road. "It was ..just my legs. I needed to rest that's all." I said, and he nodded and pulled in up front of my apartment building ."Do you want to come in?" I asked, whilst unbuckling my seatbelt. "You don't want me in there." he said glancing down at me. "Why not?" I asked back with furrowed brows, however, his demeanour had changed.
He muttered something under his breath before taking off his seatbelt. "Don't say I didn't warn you-" he shut his door, and I sat in confusion.
I was about to open my door when he opened it for me-that was fast. Why was I so nervous all of a sudden, enough to make my palms sweat. We walked to the door of my small flat and I stalled. I could feel his presence close behind me as I fiddled with my keys more. Fuck, just open the damn door! He isn't going to eat you! Well, not in the way I wanted him to- "Rai." He called making me pause. "Huh." I looked up at him to see his staring down at my parted lips.
"Im not going to bite. Open the door." he said, lowly, his chest almost touching my back. I almost choked on my saliva but I saved it and quickly opened the door. "Sorry, I always get mixed up with my keys." I mumbled whilst walking in. He followed after and closed the door. "Do you want anything? Some water-" I began, but his answer had me
"You know what I want." he said, his tone making me pause. It was much more deeper, more sexier. Oh, get a grip!
"And what is it that you want, Mr. Kim?" I asked, my eyes widening at how seductive that may have sounded. Mr Kim? What was wrongs with me!
A devilish smirk played on his lips as he walked closer to me. Dangerously closer.. "Are you trying to seduce me?" he asked, tugging at his tie, loosening it from around his neck. I gulped. "N-No, not at all-hm." His fingers had slipped into my hair, and pulled on my strands, forcing my head up to his. "You don't need to seduce me, baby." he whispered, and I pressed my thighs together.
"I already want to fuck you." he murmured.
My breath hitched and his hand took my waist before burying his face into my neck. My eyes flickered shut when his soft, warm lips sucked beneath my ear. My skin folded between his teeth as he gently nibbled on my sensitive part, his tongue then tracing circles down my throat. "Tae-" My sigh turned into a moan as his fingers dug deeper into my waist, pressing me against his hard jeans. "Moan my name, Rai." he said, so gently, whilst stepping forward so my back would hit the wall.
His hand which held my waist now travelled down to the hem of my dress."Do you want this? Do you want my fingers to fuck that sweet pussy of yours?" he muttered, running his veiny hand up beneath my dress. My knees weakened and I gripped onto his shoulders for support. I felt his tongue drag against the skin of my throat before his fingers pressing on my clothed clit. A weak moan left my lips and I grinded myself harder against him."What a needy fucking slut." he grunted, before pushing my underwear aside. My lips parted against his face when his finger gently massaged my wet lips before pressing deeper into my folds. "Fuck" I breathed out. My toes curling and a knot building up in my stomach."Deeper." I whimpered.
He pressed more against me making me sink deeper into the wall. I sucked in a breath when he slipped his two fingers into me. "One word from my lips and I can have you like this." he said, rubbing his palm against me, between my thighs. "And I bet all you were thinking about was this, my filthy hands running up your short dress, making you my slut." he continued, and my legs began to shudder. "I- I can feel it-" I moaned.
I felt my orgasm building up as he sped up the pace. "I want you on my tongue." He whispered, gripping my throat. "W-we can't go that far." I said, tugging at his roots, and I felt him smirk against my skin as his thumb began to rub my clit. "So fucking naive." he groaned, cupping my sex.
I moaned into his ear and pressed my chest against his."Your body is begging me to fuck those needy little moans out of that sweet mouth of yours, Rai." he whispered, cupping my breast. "Just say the words and I'll pleasure you in ways you've never imagined." I opened my eyes and looked up at him. His hair fell forward over his eyes and his shirt had loosened around his neck.
I felt his fingers pull out. "W-what are you doing?" I breathed out exhausted from just one orgasm. "Memorising your cum face." he said, and brought his fingers to my face.
My eyes widened and he swiped the same fingers that were once in me across my lips, covering them with my own juices. A smirk tugged at his lips before he leant down and dragged his tongue over my lips, licking them clean. My mouth instantly parted and he glided his tongue into my mouth, licking me. He tasted of cigarettes and himself. I moaned into his mouth and gently bit down on his tongue making him groan."It's you." I said, into his mouth before pulling away. "You're him!" I pushed him away in shock. How could I be so clueless. So stupid to have realised!
His words, the voice, his touch-
"You lied when I first asked you!" I said moving away from the wall.
His jaw ticked and he took a step towards me. "Did you know this whole time?!" I exclaimed. "What did you want me to tell you? That you're some slut I paid to fuck?!" he said, through gritted teeth. I flinched at his tone. "I'm not a slut!" I gasped, pushing his chest. "I have my reasons and so you have no right-" I began, but his hand took my arm in a firm manner.
"What fucking reasons?" he growled, anger was slowly building up inside of him and it was evident. "I don't give a fuck about your reasons or who you are. I just need your body." he said, tugging me forcefully toward him.
I felt my face heat up in both anger and pain. "Then leave. Find someone else to fulfil your desires because it isn't going to be me anymore." I said, ripping my arm out of his grip. He didn't say anything, and I watched as he turned and began walking towards the door. "I'm sure you won't have trouble finding someone else." I added, making him halt. I felt this burning sensation building up in my throat from holding back my tears. He gripped the door knob before facing me.
"I don't need someone else." He told me, before walking out.
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Fanfiction"Pick a number." He said, firmly. "Four?" "Higher." He demanded. "T-ten?" "Now turn around and show me that sweet little ass of yours." _______ ~♡BOOK ONE OF THE DESIRES SERIES - Rai had no choice but to drop out of college for the sake of her fath...
