Midterm exam had past. Today is the day I'll get fucking wasted
Imbes na umuwi ay dumeretso ako ng bar. I didn't use my bike at nag kotse ako. And oh the second day pa Lang ay naka kotse na ako for her not to notice it
"I'm at the Chilltop Club" I send it on our gc na Hindi kasali si Allis at Aiko
"What the fuck. Kakatapos Lang exam ah" Ezra
"Celebration ba yan para sa killer midterm?" Maia
"Did something happened? Savvy
"I'm broken I need a friend" I replied at seen Lang sila pareho
After almost an hour dumating si Maia at ilang minuto Lang ay si Ezra naman kasunod din si Savv
"What happened?" Sabay pa nilang Tanong
"Tara sa Taas" pag aya ko at nagpahatid kami sa crew sa VIP section
"Spill" sumandal sa upuan si Maia habang prenteng nakaupo si Ezra habang tumabi sa akin si Savv
I pour a whiskey on my glass and shake it slowly
"I broke up with her" I close my eyes and drink the shot
"We already notice that you're avoiding her, we actually come to the conclusion of you splitting up" Maia said while putting some ice on her glass
"You deserve someone who is sure about you" I turned to Savv eyeing her
"Why did you to broke up? Ezra asked not looking at me but she's focusing to her glass
I inhaled and exhale slowly "it's just that I'm so tired of this fighting unsolved, jealousy without proper explanation and the control to each other's life" I hesitatingly paused "I trust her but I'm doubting her" I took my glass and drink a new shot
A deafening silence remained inside this room while so loud down there
"Everyone in your life will have a last day with you and you don't even know when it will be. And I think the day has come you you and Aiko" Maia Faintly Smile at me
I get her point but can I accept it? I don't know. I can't feel my tears right now. Akala ko pag uminom ako ay iiyak ako ng iiyak Pero I'm just drinking now without tears
We drink without conversation until the last drop of the whiskey, I pressed the button to call a waiter/waitress
"Good evening ma'am, how May I help you?" A girl appear in the glass door
"One bottle of Vodka please" nakapikit Kong saad
"Mori" Sabay Sabay na saway sa akin ng mga kaibigan ko
Vodka is a hard drink
"One bottle and extra bucket of ice. And give us crackers please" I opened my eyes just to find my friends glaring at me
"Vodka, ice and crackers coming up" mabilis na umalis yung waitress
"Mori—." I cut Maia off
"Let me please" I looked at her and she just shook her head
Another deafening silence pass. I notice that they're not drinking kaya ako na ang nagsalin ng alak sa mga baso nila
I felt a warm water on my eyes
"This is the first time I have left her alone so completely. I'm tired chasing her" and a bunch of tears run to my face
"In the end of the day you only have yourself" Ezra moved beside me to tapped my shoulder
BINABASA MO ANG
I'm not straight anymore because of you (HIATUS)
Roman d'amourWhen you're really feeling some kind of way about someone, it can be even harder to come up with the words to express how you feel. You know when you've got that head over heels, can't eat, can't sleep, over the fence, out of the park, World Series...
