Give up Bad boy, give up...

17. Change

A/N. Hi there! :)

I'm sorry guys that I couldn't update sooner, but I'm too busy. Finally, I managed to write it. I hope you're going to like it, even thought it's so sad.

I just wanted to thank to everybody for all the support I've recieved from you guys. You truly are the bests! Honestly.

I just wanted to dedicate this story to @Maikenloves1D !! I'm sory I made you wait this much xxx :)

Enjoy! :)

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I knew when I let him in, that I'm going to be hurt. But what I didn't know is that it's going to hurt this much. The feeling that I've lost him, when he wasn't even mine, was unbearable. I've been hurt before, but this time it's different. It's like everything in me was ripped out. It's not just a broken heart...no...I hurt in my whole body.

The worst thing wasn't that he walked away. I should've seen that coming. I knew exactly that I wasn't worth it. Sam left me, Zac left me, no difference. I wasn't angry at him. I was angry at myself because for a second I believed that he was different. I let him in, I trusted him, I told him my secrets for what? So that he could stab me in the back, causing me a pain that I couldn't bear.

It's Monday morning and I don't want to wake up. It's sad, cause if people have a nightmare, they are relieved when they wake up. With me it's quite the opposite, cause I'm waking up into a nightmare. When I get up, I have to face the reality. I have to face that it wasn't just a bad dream. It truly happened and it's killing me. I have to get up, walk to school then meet him, cause there's no way I could avoid him forever. This time, I'm not going to hide from him either. The only thing that will hurt the most is having to pretend that it doesn't hurt at all.

I'm not going to give anybody the satisfaction to see me broken. I'm prouder than that. I might be hurt, but I still have a pride. Even Zac Philips is too less to destroy Kat Davis. I'll just put a smile on my face, in wich I don't even believe, and I'm going to pretend that nothing happened. One day of crying was more than enough.

I took a quick shower and got dressed. I didn't bother with make up. What's the point? I don't want to impress anybody. I had taken one last breath before I officially started my new life...

As I stepped into the kitchen my parents shocked face greeted me.

"Morning" I said as I sat down to the table. They didn't say anything, they just stared at me.

"What? You look like you've just seen a ghost"

"It's..it's...Honey, are you alright?"

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" I answered without looking at them. I just ate my breakfast. Suddenly, my dad stood up and stepped right next to me.

"Sweetheart, we heard you crying. You haven't left your room since Saturday. If something happened to you, tell us. We want to help you" He said with pleading eyes. Help? No one can help. There's nothing they could do or say, so I just smiled at him.

"Nothing happened Dad. I'm going to school. See ya'!" With that, I closed the door and made my way to the Hell. With every step I took I got closer and closer to the reality, and I felt like I was suffocating. I can do this. I'm strong enough..

Alice's POV

Another good day. People may think that I like school, which is not true, I only love seeing my friends. And Tyler obviously... I've never even thought that he will be the one who'll sweep me off my feet. But I don't mind it, not at all. Life is just perfect for me now.

I was walking towards the front door when I noticed Kat. I quickly made my way to her. She has some serious explaining to do.

"Kat...KAT!" I shouted until she finally turned around and saw me.