st nick
it's st nicks day
so i have but one
thing to ask
and i think it
might be a bit
too much, but
may i please
look in someone's
eyes and know
that they want me
the same way
that i want them
this christmas season?
hug
i remember over text
you asked me
"can we hug tomorrow?"
god, i felt like a little kid
but i still said "yes"
and so outside, i waited
and waited
and waited
but that envelopment
of warmth
that freed me from hellfire
and seeing the woman who
raised me passed out
on the floor, when i had to
be the adult,
that hug never came.
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hi guys
sorry it's been a while. i'll only be writing poetry every now and then, i've been working on another story called everyone beats bartholomew 💀 it's the sequel to my fetus book, everyone hates agustus. i suggest giving both a read, not poetry but still a vent of frustration yk
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poetry
Poesíapoetry with no rhyme or rain most of these r rlly old and embarrassing but im keeping them for the lore
