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They were silent all the way home, Yoongi was taking glances at Hoseok from time to time, admiring him, and Hoseok could feel him staring so he smiled more and Yoongi adored it

They arrived at Hoseok's place and entered it,
It was big and full of pictures on the wall and stuff everywhere for decorations, books, lego, bags of new clothes, cds, pillows of all colors, a huge teddy bear on the corner

but it wasn't messy at all. Everything was on place, so it looked beautiful not like Hoseok think

"Your house looks like a museum"
Hoseok turned to face Yoongi with a frown on his face "is it a good thing?"

"of course it's a good thing, my house is empty and i don't like it for that" Yoongi almost mumbled

"oh really?" he asked
"i like your house Hoseok, i feel at home"

Yoongi realized quickly what he just said, and he felt embarrassed
"i mean it's pretty .."

Hoseok noticed that and chuckled slightly
"Thank you for that Yoongs, thank you for feeling at home in my place, an unexpected compliment that i like, no one said that before, i always feel that it's messy and cold"

"no it's not, but i like the messy cold things" yoongi said while looking down, "i'm grateful that you do" Hoseok said smiling

"Come on let's sit on the couch"
Yoongi went and sat there, he kept observing the rest of the house he finds very interesting and warm

"make yourself comfortable Yoongs" Hoseok shouted while going somewhere

he came back after a few seconds with some chocolate "i had this here and i wanted to share it with you" he said while he reached out to give it to the older

Yoongi took it from him and put one into his mouth "Wow it's really sweet, thank you"

"no it's nothing, and about the diner i'll order pizza and drinks since im not a good cook"
"Alright that will be good, and i will order some burgers since i eat a lot"
Hoseok started laughing as if  Yoongi said a joke

Yoongi eyed him with his gummy smile
«how can he look so pretty while laughing his ass out huh ?»

"Yoongs?" he spoke as his gaze was on the tv  "What?"  the older answered
"do you want to watch a movie ?"

"uhm yeah i guess" "what kind of movies do you like i have a lot of them"
"Horror maybe" he smiled at Hoseok knowing that he hates this genre of movies

"do you want me dead here or what?"
He threw a pillow at him, Yoongi catched it and giggled
"
okay then what do you want to watch? the unicorns and rainbows and princesses in their pink world ?" He said teasing

"stop this" his smile dropped
"stop what ?" Yoongi faced him confused

"Making fun of me for liking the unicorns and colors" he was still looking down, feeling a bit sad,
"I didn't say it's a bad thing to like the unicorns Hoseok"

Yoongi was joking, he never thought it will hurt him a bit

"So it's not, ? im always shy to admit it" he spoke in a calm tone, not as usual,
Yoongi crossed his legs and turned to face him

"Well, everyone has something that they're scared to share or to say, and they're afraid of what other people will say and will think about them"

"it's true, i hope everyone can open up to the others and say what they want and who they really are, we all have to accept each other the way we are i guess" Hoseok said happily

«im glad he thinks this way, but will he really accept me if he knows that im gay?»

Yoongi was still scared to tell Hoseok that he likes the boys, he thought Hoseok won't talk to him again and will make fun of him like everyone do

" Yoongs, Yoongs, ... ?" Hoseok was waving his hands at him, trying to get him back in reality

"What were you thinking about Yoongs ?
Is there something bothering you?"
Hoseok said with a confused face

he wanted to know if maybe he felt uncomfortable so that he can fix it for him

"Oh um no no there's nothing"
«i wish i had the chance to tell him»

He gave him a little smile,
"let's order.."