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It was 9 in the morning, the two cuddly friends were still sleeping in each other's arms in the comfy bed

every time when of them move away, one of them grab the other, so they still so close to each other, feeling their warmth

It was a lovely and peaceful night for both of them, they enjoyed each other's company as always

Yoongi opened his eyes and saw the prettiest face in his opinion, Hoseok's

he liked how he looked while he was asleep, looking like an angel, especially those pink heart shaped lips

He kept staring at Hoseok's lips for a while
and then licked his own lips without realizing

He wanted to move closer, but he knew it was a wrong thing to do to a friend

he shook his head quickly trying to get this idea out of his mind

But he kept staring, admiring the other's angelic features, he smiled slightly and reached out his hand to caress Hoseok's soft cheek

He got butterflies from doing this little sweet thing that he never imagined himself doing it to a sunshine person like Hoseok, while being in bed with him

Hoseok felt something warm around his cheek, he opened his eyes slowly, Yoongi's face in front of him

a little grumpy face who was a little bit flustered

he smiled closing his eyes again, enjoying this moment

Yoongi's heart started to beat faster after seeing the other's pleasant smile so he just kept staring

"You just have to smile for me to melt"
he mumbled thinking the other is asleep again

Hoseok heard him and smiled more, making the other panic and remove his hand from his cheek

"no, keep doing it, it's warm" Hoseok whined, he looked at Yoongi in the eyes

"oh really ?" Yoongi asked

"yes, i like it" Hoseok said and grabbed the other's hand, "caress my cheek, i want to stay here longer"

Yoongi felt happy after hearing the younger words, he smiled his cute gummy smile

finally someone is enjoying being with him, he hesitated then put his hand on the other's cheek caressing it softly, then to his tiny ear

they stayed silent for a few minutes, all you can hear is their breaths, it was a comfortable silence for both of them

"How are you doing Hoseok ? Is everything okay ?"
Yoongi said suddenly, it's s always Hoseok who worries about him, now it's his turn, he really wanted to know how Hoseok was

Hoseok gave him a warm smile and opened his eyes, "yes i'm fine" it was a short reply, it seemed that he wasn't doing fine like he said

"You're lying" Yoongi said while still caressing his cheek

"You can't be fine all the time Hoseok, you're always smiling giving people strength and energy, but you can't be always fine" he continued

he knows that Hoseok is always here for him, always helps and comforts him when he need it

"you told me it's okay to cry sometimes, but i've never seen you cry before" his frowned waiting for an answer

Hoseok looked down trying to avoid Yoongi's eyes, he's so bad at lying, especially while looking at the eyes

it's obvious that he wasn't doing well

he only looked back at him and smiled once again, that made Yoongi worry more, he felt as if he was sad on the inside

Hoseok looks so cheerful and happy on the outside, but in fact he's not

he hides a lot inside of his little heart, he doesn't share, but instead, he helps the others

that makes him feel better, knowing that maybe a person out there became a bit happier because of him, is enough for him

"life is hard sometimes, but it's okay, i am living yoongs" he smiled assuring the older, but it didn't work

"oh.. tell me Hoseok, what's wrong ?"
Yoongi grew worried about the younger

"you know...you already have your own problems and I prefer to not bother you with mine, i'm fine, it's just small things you don't have to worry about" Hoseok spoke, he seemed so different

"you were always here for me Hoseokah, no, you will never bother me, i want to hear your problems and help you with it, i just want you to know that i will always be here for you like you were always for me"

Yoongi said as he was stroking Hoseok's silky hair gently, they were close to each other, it felt warm for both of them

Hoseok felt odd, he wanted to share his thoughts and problems with Yoongi, it wasn't just the right time

"thank you for trying yoongs, you're sweet"
he pinched Yoongi's cheek while smiling at him, trying to make him forget about that question he asked earlier

"uhmm.. we're friends, and i want to help, l can feel that you're not as usual, tell me what happened ?, if you want to"

Yoongi felt like the older for once, he's always the baby in their friendship

Hoseok thought for a moment
"it's weird to start the day by telling you what's bothering me, we're still on bed"
he giggled

Yoongi smiled slightly, "its okay, i am listening anyway"

"You know, i am a bit stressed over the competition that i've been training for it, but i saw that there are better dancers than me, they're so cool and smooth, i think i am not going to win, and i think i am not working enough for it"

"i saw you how you dance Hoseok, you're really good at it, i feel like you're a robot not a human, believe me you're gonna win" yoongi said raising his eyebrows, he thinks that Hoseok is the best dancer on this planet

"oh.. thank you yoongs, but you didn't see the others, they're so much better than me"

"no they're not, if one of them win, then i am going to buy whatever you want, don't worry about it Hoseok, believe me you're so good at it" yoongi said while pointing his finger at him

Hoseok started laughing, "you look like a grandpa", " i-i know", Yoongi kept looking at him while the other is laughing,
«his laugh is something i should hear every morning to give me the energy for the long day»

after a moment they were silent once again

"And ?" Yoongi spoke suddenly making the other look at him
"And what ?"

"and what else is bothering you ?, that's it ? The competition?"

Hoseok didn't say anything, he was just staring at Yoongi with a blank expression
he was thinking, thinking of everything, Yoongi reminded him how life was hard for him and still

"Yes that's it" Hoseok said, as always hiding his worries and problems with a big smile that makes you wanna stare at it for the rest of your life

Yoongi's heart was melting from the younger's radiant smile,
«now i got why they call you sunshine»
He thought.