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6 missed call from "sunshine"
11 new messages from "sunshine"

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Sunshine : yoongs ?

Sunshine : i am so sorry for what happened yesterday, i didn't know what to do, i saw tears in your eyes before you left

Sunshine : i am worried about you, please talk to me Yoongs

Sunshine : yoongs it's been 2 days, where are you ?

Sunshine : i'm sorry, please can you accept my calls ? i want to hear your beautiful voice, know if you're okay

Sunshine : it's been 3 days ...i miss you so bad

Sunshine : Can we meet to discuss the thing that happened ? you can not talk to me again if you want to

Sunshine : i promise i won't push you to answer the questions that you don't want to

Sunshine : we will just have a small talk, i won't say things to hurt you, i'm sorry if i already did

Sunshine : it's okay if you don't want to meet me again, you're right about it tho, i made you cry, why would you talk to me again...

Sunshine : i'm sorry, i'm a bad person, bye.

Yoongi wasn't expecting Hoseok to blame himself at all, he thinks it's HIS fault not Hoseok's

he kept reading the messages over and over for minutes, it broke his heart the way Hoseok was blaming himself for something he didn't do

he wanted to apologize for what he did,
and for ignoring his messages

the reason why he didn't open the messages the first day is he was scared if Hoseok will say something bad to him and probably make fun of him

deep down he knows well that Hoseok can't do this, but he was just afraid of what will happen next

he thinks that he lost him forever, he lost his Hoseok, his sunshine person that always makes him feel super happy

he won't see his beautiful smile ever again, or hear his soothing voice that helps him to sleep peacefully at night

or his warm cuddles... that was so bad

he shook his head trying to get these ideas out of it, it drove him crazy