Addicted | sope

삼십팔

Yoongi kept thinking of sending Hoseok a message, he hesitated a lot because he decided to confess his feelings

it was very hard for him since it was the first time he will do such thing

he never imagined himself loving someone
after his abusive ex-boyfriend, well, he never loved him, but he made him hate love
and relationships

he started imagining himself talking with Hoseok, telling him how he feels towards him,
and how his reaction will be

he was expecting Hoseok to reject him and say that he only sees him as a friend, and he flirts and kiss him only because he finds him pretty

a side of Yoongi's mind was telling him that a normal person wouldn't kiss and give hickeys to his friend and that Hoseok maybe slightly kinda sorta might like him a little tiny bit

so that little part of him kept him a bit positive and excited to tell him

he grabbed his phone after sighing and went to text him

yoongs : hello hoseok, are you free ? can we talk ?

sunshine : hey pretty, what's the matter ?

yoongs : can we meet ?

sunshine : why ? did something bad happen ?

yoongs : i don't know if it's a bad thing for you or not, but i just want to tell you something

sunshine : meet me in the park near your house at 3, will you be free by then ?

yoongs : yes i will, don't expect something special, because you may be disappointed if you know later

sunshine : don't say that, you're special pretty boy

yoongs : i like it when you call me pretty, bye

sunshine : it's obvious that you do, that's why i do it, bye pretty <3

Yoongi smiled looking down,
shit, that Hoseok can make him shy from just a text, that boosted his confidence.