On-Screen Lovers || Ziall Horlik [MPREG]

Chapter 27 || • I'm Sorry, I Love You •

Zayn

"Your boyfriend is pregnant, Mr. Malik." The words echoed through my head followed by the different emotions that flooded over me. Guilt, anger, shame, along with the strong need to protect Niall and our unborn baby.

"Where is he, doctor? Can I see him?" I asked faintly and placed a hold on the doctor's forearm.

"We'll just wrap things up so that we can confine him in one of the rooms so you can go ahead and visit. We'll just do the check up on the baby by then."

I nodded, I had no room to argue to make Niall come out sooner, to check him if he's really okay now and hold him in my arms.

I don't know what to fucking do as I stood there ready to burst and snap at anyone I could see. I stood there for what felt like forever as the doctor left me, letting the words sink in to my head. He's pregnant. . Niall's pregnant.

Then, a flash of thoughts played through my head, replaying the events from the past few weeks. Niall suffering from headache and vomiting, avoiding a check up from the doctor, and even the day he cried watching two fathers with their daughter shopping at the baby shop. It all made sense now but realizing them now made me even angrier towards myself. How could I have known this now!?

What if something happens to him? What if something happens to our baby?

Fuck! He should have told me otherwise! I had the right to know! Now, I don't know what I'll do to myself if something happens to the both of them. My foot started taking steps, deliberately searching for someone.

"Zayn!"

I halted, shifting towards my back to see who it was. "What did the doctor say? Tell me!" Louis frantically urged me to answer as he grasped my clothes with his fists.

"Louis, calm down." Harry appeased him, taking Louis' fists from my clothes as he huddled him to his side. He turned to me, "Zayn, come on, tell us."

I ignored them, I had much more important to ask him. "Louis, did you know that Niall's pregnant?" I asked, trying to hide the emotions surging through me but somehow it was evident in my voice.

This resulted for Harry to gasp while Louis just gaped his mouth open. Louis immediately shook the expression off his face, it turned into a worrisome and serious expression. "Did the doctor tell you? Is the baby okay?"

Harry just looked at Louis acknowledging what Louis just asked as a confirmation of whether Niall is pregnant. I gritted my teeth trying to contain the anger boiling up inside me. "Answer my question, Louis! Did you know?"

Louis bit his lip for a moment before finally deciding to open it and gave me his answer. "Yes, I did. We both found out at the same time."

And the anger I was trying to restrain just exploded. I couldn't harm him so I settled down with punching the wall that was inches away from my side. My knuckles became in contact with the cold marble as I continuously blow punches at the wall. The anger seeping through me is driving me crazy, not knowing to whom I should pin the blame but it was clear enough that it was my fault. I knew I shouldn't have done it, but there was no way I would know that it will- No, even if it didn't lead to this, I shouldn't have done it but it's already done. Nothing I can do to erase my actions. I just hope Liam keeps his fucking promise not to bother us again!

"Zayn, stop it!" Harry yelled at me and grabbed my elbow to halt me from blowing punches to the wall. "Do you really think punching that wall will instantly make Niall okay?"

I know, it won't make him okay but the pain I felt as I watched my knuckles bleed, it somehow made me feel at ease. I deserved this shit. I didn't respond and shifted my head away from his gaze.