On-Screen Lovers || Ziall Horlik [MPREG]

Chapter 13 || • Distraction •

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After the kissing scene- which was the continuation of the dating scene of Chris and Ethan- was filmed, everybody started packing up and Niall immediately leave, after politely saying goodbye to the staff saying he's a bit tired along with Louis.

Zayn thought it was partially true, but he also believed that Niall only did it since he wanted to avoid him because usually Niall and him would go out somewhere after the shoot and of course Louis and Harry were included.  As much as he wanted to grab Niall and kiss him right then and there as he pleads for him to stay, he couldn't. Niall was already mad at him to the point that he's going to do everything just to avoid him or anything in order not to see him and he respects Niall's feelings so much. Still, after all those hurtful words, he loves him. No matter what words he hear, no matter what people or Niall say, he's not going to give up his love. Not if it's everything he ever wanted.

It wasn't then when Zayn decided to drag Harry at the nearest bar to get some booze. Harry wanted to question him, why so sudden? But he saw the look on Zayn's face he decided not to. It was definitely rare to see him, thinking so deep yet so sad at the same time. Also, he could tell by Zayn's demeanor that after that 'talk' he had with Niall something important happened, he just doesn't know when to question Zayn about it but for now he'll go along with him since Zayn definitely needs someone right now.

Zayn just passed through the security, leaving Harry to handle the talking. He just went straight off the counter. He sat at one of the chair, calling out the bartender. "What can I do for yo-"

Of course, any ordinary person would be shocked to see a veteran star in front of you, or if not, a hot man who seem like carved by the gods. The bartender restraint on squealing, since normally you would go to a bar for a drink thus distracting yourself from reality and she could see Zayn's face wasn't close to being happy. "Give me your strongest drink." 

And the bartender rushed to get that drink, pouring it onto a glass and served it to Zayn. Zayn didn't even bother asking what it was, he drank it all one gulp. It was definitely strong as he could still feel the burning sensation in his throat, but he didn't mind it. "Give me a bottle and refill this."

"Yes, sir." The bartender immediately responded, she took the whole bottle and poured it to Zayn's glass then placing it beside on the glass. Again, he drank it all in one gulp momentarily closing his eyes due to the strongness of the drink. Since the bartender already placed the bottle beside the glass, he didn't call her anymore he just serviced himself.

Harry find his seat beside Zayn, the bartender asked him what he wants he just asked for a cocktail and some snacks along with it.

"Harry, you know right? All of these...it was for him." Zayn spoke out of blue. "What do you mean?"

"I've did all of these for him. He was the reason I decided to became an actor. He's the reason for everything in my life right now and I don't think I can carry on with my life without him, without my reason." Zayn croaked, drinking another glass.

Harry bit his lip, it was hard seeing his best mate in this condition. He instinctively ran his hand along Zayn's back, comforting him. "This is why I didn't told him the truth. I knew he'll be mad at me, and then stay away. I can't, Harry. It fucking hurts."

"There, there, mate. I bet it was hard for him to take it all in. I mean, one day you go to him explaining everything. It's really hard to take in. You should give him some time."

"I know, but is it really necessary to stay away from me during the 'time'. It feels like I don't exist in his world, like I'm already dead the day I left him."