Falling slowly
Stopped in the air
Looking at the ground
Thousands of feet below my eyes
Time stops
At times when I feel low
In reality time flows
Flows like a river
Onward without me
Slowly losing time
At times
It all goes to fast
Racing by
Without me
Losing time faster
At times
Nothing feels real
Everything I do and see
Is not here
Or maybe
I'm the one not here
Am I even losing time
At times
Remembrance is no more
Nothing stays
Moments gone
Memory's gone
Was I losing time
At times
Remembrance is to much
To aware
Remembering everything
Wishing not to
But always over aware
Knowing all to well I'm losing time
At times
Its oxymoronic
Losing it slowly yet faster than ever
Remembering nothing yet everything
Knowing everything yet questioning if it's real
Losing my mind but on the face of it, sane
