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Chapter 25; Uncertain feelings

Chapter 25

Build left from the said building where Ciel and him were staying at, broken hearted, his heart and soul was shattered and was awfully crying. He leaned against the wall, sobbing softly as his heart felt like it was torn into pieces. He bit the back of his hand, trying to scream with all his might but it eventually bled from biting the skin instead of screaming.

He kicked the ground countless times and could still not believe that Ciel and him just actually separate ways. Broke up to be specific

He was crying and crying, not caring that some people caught his attention but he didn't mind those gossip that was currently on his surroundings. He cares for his own feelings. He was devastatingly broken and torn from every corner of his body and bones.

Soon, he got a call from someone that he didn't actually expect to call. Despite his cracking voice, he answered the call out of nowhere.

He expected that this person would argue with him in some way, but it didn't. It's just different from what he Imagined.

" Where are you?" The voice worriedly said, but calmness was still visible.

" Why would you care?! Just leave me alone" He retorted angrily, brushing his hair backwards.

" Are you crying? What happened Build?"

" Fuck you!" That's all he needed to say before he hung up the call and threw it somewhere far away.

He doesn't need someone to comfort his own feelings. He doesn't. He just needs time. These feelings will eventually pass. It will. He just needs time or distraction to at least help him forget his feelings.

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It's been two weeks since Ciel and him separate their ways and Build can't help but to feel annoyed as to why Bible kept disturbing him these past few days! He can't sleep nor eat peacefully because of its sudden presence. He was furious and pissed at the same time.

" Build! Your friend came to visit" One their our most loyal servant announced.

" Fuck!!" Build bumps his head continuously into the wall too many times, wishing this endless nightmare to discontinue. " Tell him I'm not here, sir!" he ordered.

But before he even actually closed his door, There was an arm that was stopping him from closing it. Soon, the man screams in pain after his arm was eventually stuck between the door and the wall. Build panic from the abrupt schemes and Immediately opened the door wider. There, he could see Bible grunting from pain holding his injured hand, checking if his hand was still fine. Miraculously, it's still working fine.

" Sir, I said don't tell him that—" He was still speaking when Bible dragged him inside his room, covering its noisy mouth.

Build's eyes widened in the sudden action, when the doorknob immediately clicked, locking the two of them in his own room.

Meanwhile, the servant was confused from his place but eventually decided to shrug those thoughts.

" Hey, what the fuck?! What are you doing here?"

" Checking your lazy ass maybe? I mean, It's been days since you went outside. I'm just ensuring if you're still breathing properly" He excused.

" Well I'm breathing pretty fine sir, Now, can you please get the fuck out in my room? You're distracting me"

" Let's hang out!" Bible insisted.

" Hey, I know that you've been coming to this house for a whole week but it doesn't mean you need to push your luck. I'm still mad at you, remember that" Build reminded, sitting on his own mattress, crossing his arms above his chest.

Bible pouted defeatedly, sitting beside the latter. " Hey? Why aren't you leaving? Didn't I make it clear?! Get out"

" No" Bible claimed, dark and firm.

" Fuck, what now?"

" I want to go with you somewhere" Build lazily rolled his eyes, and was now irritated by this shameless guy beside him.

" Why would you need me?"

" It said it needs two people, " He mentioned, lowering his head. " What the hell? Then ask your other friends to come, asshole! I'm not free as you can see. Now get the fuck out of my room" Build demanded, dragging Bible's body, out from his room. But instead of dragging him, Bible immediately caught his hand, causing Build's body to fall from his friend's lap.

Build closed his eyes on what might happen before he felt a hand from his ass, supporting him from falling. He opened his eyes, and was shocked by their awkward position. He was sitting on Bible's thighs while his arms were around his friend's nape.

Their faces were just an inch apart from each other and their lips almost touch if the wind would eventually pushed their bodies once more.

" Your ass is soft though" Bible commented before a hand suddenly smacked the back of  his head out of nowhere.

" Release me you fool!"

" I'm not literally doing anything! You're the one who's clinging to me" Bible raised both of his arms, to prove his actions. It was hard to admit but Build could say that Bible was right.

Embarrassed, He took off his hand around Bible's nape, momentarily standing from his friend's lap. Bible laughed from Build's flushed cheeks and tears of joy were visible from his cheeks.

" What are you laughing at? It's not funny!" He tried to slap Bible's chest but his wrist was Immediately caught off by  Bible's hand, preventing him from hurting his skin.

" Easy! You don't want to repeat the same mistake again, do you?" He was reminded and Build can't help but to feel embarrassed.

" Whatever, get out!"

Still on the verge of laughing, Bible replied. " Fine, fine, fine, I'll get out by myself. But, if you considered my offer to come with me tomorrow"

" Fine, just fucking leave will you!" He tried to push Bible's body against the door and its whole figure was now successfully outside his bedroom. Finally, peace.

He was about to close the door when the hand that's been hunting him for days, appeared. " Tomorrow at 4:00 PM! I'll pick you up!" Build panted heavily, after passing the most severe level that he could ever face.

Build shouted as a response, " Fuck you!"

He smiled after leaving his response that eventually made Bible too stunned to speak. He won this time! He was jumping in victory! He didn't know that—

" Soon you'll be" Bible shouted, running down the stairs.

Fucking hell!! That bastard is shameless!

Build felt his cheeks getting red after the answer that he didn't actually expect. It was sudden. But Build thinks that feeling all of this was just a normal body reaction from a mere person.

" Yeah, Build. Calm down! T–this is normal! You need to protect your heart or you'll be left alone by those assholes" He reminded, breathing calmly to stop the  racing beat of his heart intensely.

You can't break. You can't repeat the same mistake again.

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A/N; Thank you for reading!(⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)