why is this happening to me...

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   𝙏𝙤𝙣𝙮'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙫
I hear Colin's voice my heart sinks with happiness and I realize I'm chained up so I can't run around. I yell for I'm to help me and he and the Royal guards bust in through the door and cut the chains with bolt cutters.

I run into Colin's arms and he picks me up bridal style, I'm taller than him but malnourished from Paige's torture so he's able to do it.

He kisses me and immediately takes me to the castle and heals my wounds, just in time for our wedding too! As we say our vows the priest's face looks oddly familiar.....

                 She has rainbow hair and a sickening grin that I instantly recognize
Paige...... She pulls out a knife and......









                         𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥.


I wake up in a cold sweat with tears dripping down my face and blood on the floor everywhere in a menacing puddle. My breathing becomes heavy and I start to have a panic attack

NO NO NO NO NO Colin...... Why... I can't even stand to look at myself anywhere, all of my wounds are probably infected. I'm so tired but I know it's from lack of blood and I can't sleep or else I'll never wake up.


I slap myself awake and I look in front of me, band aids... And rubbing alcohol I assume to clean my wounds. She dosent want me to die just yet, she wants me to feel the burn every single time.

She's trying to build me up again just to knock me back down again, rinse and repeat until she's bored of me.... I don't know how I'm not dead yet. I wish I died days ago.. Anything to stop this. There's no hope for me... Why am I even trying.


WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY


every "why?" Question runs in my head on repeat like a broken record player. I wish I never took a walk that night I regret that so much. But no matter how hard I try I can't undo what happened, I can't go in reverse and do it all again.

I really wish I could though. Paige is sadistic I wish she never existed, but no matter how hard I wish it's not like a genie will appear and give me three wishes.

I start putting the alcohol on my wounds, it stings so hard but I know it's the only way to find the light. I can't undo this but I can stop it. I'm so tired and I'm not sure if I'll ever make it out alive. But I can try. But why? Just why?





𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚......................

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