chapter 9

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Renèe

Well all I can say I'm a depressed bitch. Everything is falling apart basically. Chris is still not talking to me and it's been a week now, Sean still harasses me, the sex tape's still an on going topic that everyone whom knows me talks about not only in the public but also on social media. I'm called all sorts of names and as tough I wanna be I just cant. I'm avoiding my parents cause this is too embarrassing and a disgrace to the Yung family. Oh when I leave the house I have to hide myself real good. I wear extra clothes to make me look fat, I wear wigs, caps and hats. I was already hiding my face so that was a minus one problem situation.

Candice checks up on me everyday and Kae too and I appreciate them for that. Tyga, Red and Hood came over a few days ago and when the saw me I could see that they were hurt, since then they've been checking up on me.

I haven't left this room for a couple of days now. Once people started noticing me because of a bitch who took a picture of me all dressed up and posted it on his/her social media and it went viral within seconds. I only leave this room when Chris is gone I dont feel comfortable with him seeing me in this horrible state. Must be wondering why I'm not leaving his house well that's because I'm scared of what Sean will do to me. Every fucken day he sits outside my campus parking lot hoping that I'll pop up and if I do show up he'll do more than beat the living crap out of me, he'll definitely kill me this time, mainly because I gave him a nasty attitude, I ain't listen to his orders and I'm with Travis.

At this very moment I was watching Netflix trying to take my mind off things that are happening in my life, but I was also hungry I didn't really eat yesterday cause Chris and his friends were here and lucky for me he has left. I pause5the series I was watching then after I went downstairs to the kitchen. When I saw my reflection on the oven to say that I'm a mess is an understatement, it's hard to describe the way I am and how I'm feeling. I made myself a huge bowl of cereal, got two bags of chips, a bottle of juice, soda and a few bottles of water, candy and all sorts of stuff I could occupy myself with and dont think I handled them all I sent one item at a time upstairs. When I was done I ordered 2 large pizzas and I waited.

I got tired of watching Netflix then started to study. I asked my prof if she could teach me privately until this scandal of the sex tape is over and she agreed, so now I'm doing her work. As I was working I heard a buzzer going off, I got up and went downstairs to open the gate. I waited for the delivery guy to knock on the door and eventually he knocked. I took my time to open the door, nah I'm lying I quickly ran upstairs to go get my money. I heard the door open and I thought he delivery man welcomed himself in.

"I'm sorry for keeping..." I stopped talking when I saw Chris holding my boxes of pizza.

I groaned and forcefully took my food out his hand.

"Both those boxes are yours?" He asked.

Wow first thing he says is that after a week of not talking to me? Fuck him.

"Why do you care? Chris just leave me alone." I said going upstairs.

"Are you okay?" He asked following behind me.

I stopped midway, I sighed then turned around.

"Am I okay? Am I okay? Do I look okay Christopher? No I'm not okay. I was beat up by strangers, my family is being stalked, I'm getting death threatening texts, I'm classified as a pornstar cause some fool took a film of us having sex without my permission, I cant go to school because of the sex tape. Oh and you ain't saying shit to me and ion know why but other than that I'm okay so leave me alone!" I said out of anger.

I'm so pissed, it's now he wanna talk to me after seeing how I look. Like wasn't he concerned when I locked myself up in that guestroom? I'm deadass sure Kae told about the shit that's going on in my life and he never gave a damn so why should he be concerned, worried and care now? He can keep that side of him for someone who cares cause I'm out.

I was enjoying my cereal watching Stranger Things when I heard a knock on my front door. I knew it was Chris so I ignored him.

He knocked again. "Chris you seriously need to leave me alone!" I shouted annoyed.

He opened my door. "Chris? There isn't no damn Chris here." Red said walking in.

Ooh hey." I said dryly.

"Well that's a very pleasant way to greet me." He sarcastically said sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"I'm sorry I thought you was Chris." I chuckled dryly.

"Things still sour with yall?" He asked taking a slice from my pizza.

"I would say things are way more sour now." I said taking a spoon full of cereal to my mouth.

"Wassup?"

"He acted like he cared. Where was he for the past week when things were falling apart in front of my face? Nowhere, now he wanna care, fuck that. You know I appreciated him when he welcomed me in his house after the robbery, see he cared then but after leaving my moms he started so act like a bitch. Like I to Kae every fucken day and I know she tells him about what I'm going through and I'm across the hall for him not to check up on me. Red can I come live with you till everything dies down, I would go to my moms but I feel like I'll be danger."

"No!"

Red and I looked at the door and I looked at Red confused. Chris walked in like a fool he is.

"Man what are you doing? I said wait outside." Red said.

I looked all shocked.

"No Renèe you cant leave. I know I made a mistake but please dont leave."

"No I'm leaving." I said getting out the covers.

"No you cant Renèe."

"And why is that?"

"I... Cause I still care Renèe, I do. I know it was shitty of me to act like I didn't but I did. I couldn't bare so see you in this state nor hear about how you feeling cause it made me angry. To know that you lied to me from the beginning enraged me but after what went down and knowing that I cant do anything to protect you from this coward who is doing this to you made me feel some type of way. If I could go back and re-write my wrongs I would. Please forgive me Renèe." He genuinely said.

I fell for him. I mean I need him more I need my family, Travis, Candice and Chris' friends. Gosh I love this man more than anything. I walked up to him and placed my hands on his cheeks and then I kissed him and he kissed back. I then pulled back.

"I forgive you and I'll tell you everything you wanna know." I said finally smiling.

"No wait, what the fuck just happened?" Red said confused, shocked and all that.

Chris and I laughed. "Nothing is happening between us, Red." I reassured him.

"Yet." Chris said.

Ooh so we might be in a relationship? I like the sound of that.

                                                                       

Hey yall❤.

I know this chapter is short but I had to give yall something.

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