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chapter 9

I woke up in the nurses office. sully was standing next to the bed. "she's up!" he shouted as I tried to get up. the nurse ran in. "oh no no honey don't get up too fast." she said trying to lay me back down. "I'm fine, I said, I was just a little anxiety attack" "a little?!?" said sully, "your heart rate was dangerously high." he added. I grabbed my phone . it was 4:30. "well  I'm fine now, can I go home?" I asked trying to get up again. "slow!" sully told me asked he helped me off the bed. "Mr. Jerriston is waiting in the front of the school for you miss Lambert" the nurse said after us "that'll be ok , I can take her home" sully answered quickly. we hurried out of there. we walked in silence all the way to our lockers. we were alone in the hallway when sully broke the ice. "ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!?!?!?!" he shouted at me. he had every right to be mad. "that's statutory rape, hes almost 25 you just turned 16, he has a wife damn near, then  you talk about killing her?!?!?!, Stacy what is going on in your head?" he yelled. "I... I don't know." I stammered. sully rubbed his hands through his hair. "and you talk about how you love him so much, you don't even know what love is" "neither do you!" I shouted back. I continued, love is when you'd do anything for someone no matter the consequence, and nothing can keep you guys apart, and that's exactly what is happening"  "Stacy, what the hell is wrong with you , your talking about  murder.1st degree at that. you can go to jail for life, or even worse. Carey didn't  do anything to you so how could you murder an innocent person? think about this..." he said tears rolling down his face. "stop crying " I said tearing up. "i don't want to see someone I really really care about got to jail.... and I do know what love is because i've been in it with you for years... but I wouldn't murder anyone for you., that's just plain pyscho. " "well then you don't really love me .... im going through with it and I thought telling you would make things better but all you do is make things worst" I turn and walk away. "Stacy!" he callas after me. I keep walking. "Stacy stop" he calls again. I don't stop. when I get to the door I hear him yell "if you don't stoop im calling the police. I stopped dead in my tracks. "you're bluffing" I shout back. "im not" he says seriously. I turn around slowly, as he walks up to me. "what do you want from me.?" I say slowly. "please don't do this.... its wrong and its straight crazy."

"but I love him.. I said putting my head down. he lifted up my head "and I love you , and its only going to hurt you in the end, please trust me, you have to end this with Tyler once and for all." tears streamed down my face and I dropped to the ground crying. Of course sully came to my comfort. "its okay, ill go with you" "tonight?" I asked . "yes were ending this tonight."