I never told you this ~Neymessi

We have come a long way

~Neymar pov

I cannot feel anything. Only the tears running trought my face, they are freezing, Like a cold knife running trought my face. My hands tremble.
This has to be somekind of a nightmare, right?
This was not how it was supposed to go. We were meant to play Argentina in the semifinals. Oh Brazil I am sorry, Leo I am sorry. I gave it my all snd it still was not enought.
Minutes felt like hours and hours became days.
As I left the stadium finally I looked to the desert. The sand was as goldly shining as ever and my dream had been death for eternity, none of us yet realised the sorrowness of my heart. I am feeling so sad now that the first schock has faded away. As the wind blew hard on my face my heart came beating even more anxiously. The gravity of losing is like getting  crushed by a meteorite that is falling whith the speed of light.

I shower immidiedly when we arrive to the Hotel. As I dryed my face I found that I still had some  tears left to shed. I went laying on the bed watching the ceiling of my room. I looked at my phone I see many text messages, but the only one that I would ever consider answering is Leos.

Leo💙: Ney, I love you so mutch. I know how you are like. I wish I could be there hugging you right now. Our match starts soon and I am really anxious. This is football you never know what will happen. I have one request for you. Keep on going whith football and play in the 2026 world cup.

This message does comfort me. Whith broken heart that beats again normally as I still feel devistated. I feel my eyes closing.

~Leo pov (when the Argentina vs Netherlands game ended)

My breathing was high and my heartbeat was running around the world. I lost 10 years of expected age from this match.
But oh god after all the shit from this match we did it. We won. We got to the semifinals. Ney I promise you I will take revenge on Croatia for you my dear. Watch me.

I hate these Dutch players and expecially their manager. He gets on my nerves the most.
The tension of the game was higher than all the narcadics of the world put together. I feel high too. I cannot seem to find myself anywhere this is not me it is someone I have never met before. Thsi still brings a smile on my face. The clouds on the sky were moving and leaving the lights of god to our eyes. None of us yet realised the gravity of our game to my heart, not even me. I need to win this world cup. I am sick of all these haters disrespecting me, and even wors disrespecting Argentina.

When I was left free from our celebration I immidiedly left for one really familiar place.

I knock calmly to the golden door. Slowly but surely Ney opens it.
I invite myself in the room and close the door immidiedly. I kiss him on his forehead and hug him tight.
We do not need words in this world is just us. This is our dimension, fuck the others.

We spent some time together untill it was time for Ney to leave to the airport.
He is leaving to Brazil to spend time whith his family. Maybe after this world cup I could join him.

We kiss our goodbyes.

I will see you.